My first Chaper fanfic that I'm posting love to sy and T and anyone who reads. hate and pain and suffering to all others, bwahahahahahahaha, um bye
The Broken
Ch 1 "I just want you to know who I am"
Inu-yasha and Kagome's thoughts after yet another fight.
"You'll never be as good as her! SHE never gave up! Your useless, nothing
more then a shard detector."
"Is that all I am to you?"
"What else would you be?"
"Never mind. Forget it."
Kagome
"And I'd give up forever to touch you"
"Cause I know that you feel me somehow"
"You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be"
"And I don't wan to go home right now"
I gave up my home, my life, I had friends, a family, and I gave them all up
for him.
I know he feels something toward me, doesn't he?
I feel so happy around him,
I love him I know I do.
I'll stay by his side no matter what; I know I'll never be as good as her.
The least I can do is stay with him.
Flashback
'Don't cry'
'Should I laugh then?'
'No, I'm saying let me protect you!'
Inu-yasha
"And all I can taste is this moment"
"And all I can breathe is your life"
"And sooner or later it's over"
"I just don't want to miss you tonight"
We were so happy together! Kagome and I, We had such fun
I was her protector, her guardian. Why am I always so cruel to her?
She hates me now. Maybe not hate, but I can tell I really hurt her.
She's been gone for three weeks now, because of me. Why do I always have
to compare her to Kikyo?
I know that they're different yet they seem so much alike
2 weeks later
Inu-yasha
"And I don't want the world to see me"
"Cause I don't think that they'd understand"
"When everything's made to be broken"
"I just want you to know who I am"
No one ever understood me like Kagome did. The world shunned me for what I
was; yet she always comes back to me. Even Kikyo wanted me to change
human,
She was always there for me no matter what I said. But still I ran to
Kikyo, always Kikyo
Kagome eventually seemed so distant; She tried to hide it behind fake
smiles. But only I saw her cry in her sleep.
I just want to be with her, I realize that now. But I know that I'm too
late
In the present time
Kagome
"And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming"
"Or the moment of truth in your lies"
"When everything feels like the movies"
"Yhea you bleed just to know you're alive"
I haven't cried since that day 5 weeks ago, I haven't returned to the past
for more then to get Shippo, say goodbye to Sango and Miroku and return the
shards. I thought that he might be beginning to care for me, Ha I just was lying
to myself. I remember everything back then not feeling real, I was so happy to be with
him, like a wonderfull dream.
Now I'm just a shell of my former self, I used to think Kikyo was bad
parading around in her barrowed life when I'm no better,
If not for Shippo needing to be raised I would have died, I tried to but I
couldn't I still need to where long sleeves to cover the scars in a few
more weeks I could pass them off as old. But nothing can heal the
emotional ones.
"And I don't want the world to see me"
"Cause I don't think that they'd understand"
"When everything's made to be broken"
I hide now, I raise my kit, but I hide from the world
I am so alone with out Inu-yasha. I don't care about anything anymore!
I have broken, I've snapped, I do drugs, DRUGS! I never had even considered
shit like that before,
Kami maybe it is just the fait of our souls Inu-yasha and Kikyo never
worked so why should I be any different?
Yet all I wanted was to be noticed. Why do you hate me so much God's?
"I just want you to know who I am"
I'll give you candy! NOTHING I REPEAT NOTING BELONGS TO ME, I AM POOR SO DON'T KILL ME PLEEZ!
Not that I would mind owning Sesshy. Mina goes off to ponder ; ) XX