„Unholy confessions" - some „Kyou kara maou" fanfics by namichan89

Hi guys!

Long time, no see, but here's another fanfic, this time a KKM one. As always, I own nothing except some perverted ideas ;-)

I thought of writing a bunch of one-shots, as there are various pairings in this series I wanted to try. None of the stories are related to each other or connected in any way. Enjoy!

Warnings: Rated M for a reason - Yaoi/lemon, the funny stuff, you know... :D

So if you don't like it, don't read it – and if you like it, please review :-)

Pairings: well... all of them. Wait and see. If you got any favourites you'd like to read about, let me know. But I'll start with my personal favourite!

(Oh yes, and the title is again a song title – by Avenged Sevenfold!)

It was another hot summer afternoon and the sun was shining brightly from the sky. The hot air was glistened and no one would want to stay outside at all, it was simply unbearable.

Yuri sighed. His office was cool, but he was so tired of all the paper work. The maou's mind wandered as his gaze fell outside the window and spotted a single person on the lawn. A tall figure, sitting beside while leaning against one of the few trees out there, clothed in a brown uniform. Yuri smiled to himself. Conrad. Yuri reached for the blue stone on Julia's necklace, which he always wore, and rubbed his thumb over it thoughtfully. He couldn't turn his eyes off the brown-haired man.

Why was his captain staying outside at this heat? He rose from his chair and took a few steps towards his second window. Ah, I see. He's talking to Yozak, he thought, discovering the redhead behind the tree where he couldn't see him from the other window. What might they be talking about? Me? No, he shook his head mentally. What was he even thinking about?

Lost in thought Yuri returned to his desk, but as he saw yet another paper about the meeting with one of the human's governments, he decided that it was no use trying to finish any more of these for the day. He hadn't even thought of a reasonable excuse for Gwendal, who just wanted to enter his office as he ran past him. Sir von Voltaire bore it, shrugging his shoulders and left, though his face was as dark as always.

Meanwhile, Yuri was packing his baseball stuff to meet Conrad. He was filled with sudden joy at the chance of having fun with his godfather. Whistling a cheerful song, he went outside, where he still found his captain sitting under the same tall tree.

Conrad saw Yuri approaching from the entrance to the garden of the castle. How could he not recognize the slim, skinny figure of his young heika, especially his wonderful black hair. Though he was a few years older now, almost 21, his Mazoku-genes finally came through. He was still looking like a teenager, still looking that adorable.

"So, Yozak, I think we have to finish here. Seems like somebody wants to play baseball with me," he smiled.

Yozak lazily turned his head towards his commander. "As if he heard that we were talking about him all the time."

"I rely on your discretion," the captain answered seriously.

"Of course," the red-head nodded. As if I could ever tell him what you just told me. Forget it, that's your own business, he thought while standing up and arching his back. His muscles were stiff.

"Well then, I'll meet you tomorrow for sword training, captain," Yozak bowed and moved away after waving at Yuri, who was already close to the both of them.

While still stroding towards Conrad, Yuri rose his arm to throw the baseball into the older one's hand. The brown-haired man was smiling his usual, heart-warming smile, which made Yuri melt away – as usual.

"Wanna play some baseball?" the boy asked.

Conrad blinked into the sunlight. "If you want to, of course. But not too long, you don't want to get a sunstroke, right?" With that, he got to his feet and moved a few feet away, but not without giving Yuri an intense glance from his hazel eyes. The younger one felt his heart skip a beat. What did that mean again? He thought he'd never get Conrad's thoughts.

"Uh, just wait a minute, Conrad," Yuri excused himself for throwing off his jacket. The sun was burning so hot, it was much more comfortable wearing just the white t-shirt.

"Oh, yes... good idea," the man responded, also taking off his jacket and leaving it with Yuri's under the tree.

They seemed to forget the time passing by as they tossed the ball around, chatting, laughing and teasing each other. Both of them always enjoyed this hours they had for themselves alone.

I always feel so comfortable with him, the boy thought, watching Conrad more intense. He could see every single muscle of his strong arms and shoulders under the older one's shirt, which was white as his own. The incredibly controlled moves of him, when he threw the ball towards him, or knelt down to catch a lower thrown one. His short, brown hair, which was now sticking to his sweaty head...

That was the point where he almost forgot to focus on the baseball, which flew towards him again. Yuri realized it too late and stumbled backwards in order to catch it, but suddenly he lost his weight and fell on his backside. Conrad stood beside him in no time.

"Are you okay? Nothing hurt?" he asked.

"I'm fine, I'm fine," Yuri grinned. "Relax, I just fell into grass. Nothing to worry about."

"Oh but... oh. We should go inside, heika. The skin on your neck and shoulders is getting really red, we should put some after-sun-lotion on, otherwise you'll get a terrible sunburn."

Yuri reached for his neck, noticing the tensed, sensible skin. It already hurt. "Ouch, yes. Okay, let's move inside. And you still seem to forget my name," he pouted.

The older man reached out his hand, smiling at him: "Yuri?"

Said one smiled brightly and allowed to be pulled to his feet. But as he now stood on almost one level with the brunet, his gaze fell onto the other one's neck.

"You look pretty sunburned, too, Conrad," he said worried, but couldn't suppress a grin.

After taking a bath, Yuri and Conrad entered the latter's rooms. The man had to search for a few minutes until he finally found what he was looking for.

"There we go," he said, checking the expiration date on the plastic bottle. Then he looked down on the boy, who was completely dressed again. "Please remove your shirt, heika," he said formally, turning his eyes off he boy, thinking that this wouldn't let this sentence sound so... perverted. He suppressed a smile, though his cheeks were blushing slightly. His fantasies were running wild at this sentence. What if...? No, stop this, he reminded himself.

Yuri took off his jacket and shirt, still sitting on the bed. Conrad took his seat behind him to rub some lotion onto his back. This wasn't good for his fantasies, either. Yuri's smooth, soft skin he caressed right now... those black hair, still a little bit wet from the bath... and the tiny figure, the statue of a teenage boy. This was getting dangerous for the man's mental state.

When he was finished, Yuri turned around so he knelt on the bed and reached for the lotion bottle.

"My turn", he winked at his captain.

Conrad now also took off his jacket and shirt. This could be so filthily awesome if we just... Ah, forget it. Get your head clear, Conrad. He shook his head mentally. What was up with him anyways? Yuri was throwing him completely off balance.

Said boy now sat on his lap, with one knee beside the older man's thigh, the other foot on the floor between Conrad's legs. Yuri poured some lotion into his left hand and put the bottle aside. But suddenly, as he turned to his godfather again, he almost lost his weight, which resulted in Conrad grabbing him quickly at his waist, while the boy's other knee landed between the man's thighs. Conrad snapped his eyes open in shock. He was stunned. What if...? Oh, hell no. Thank Shinou that Yuri cannot see my face right now.

What Yuri did notice by the way, were Conrad's deep red ears. He wondered, but as he leaned forward to lotion the man's back, he found out just well what was going on. How could he not feel Conrad's boner with his right knee placed between the older one's thighs?

So that was it... No way. He was shocked. This state went to astonishment, followed by perception.

But how should I react now?

Yuri froze completely, unable to move his knee away from that perfidious spot. He had been in love with Conrad for years now. It took him forever to realize the fact he was and he never dared to mention or show it in any way. There was his engagement to Wolfram, after all. Apart from that, he never saw any chance that Conrad would reply his feelings.

But now, as he knelt over the older man's lap, everything started to turn surrealistic. The smell of the freshly bathed soldier and the mere physical closeness... so near and yet so far away. Either way, Conrad's body was more honest than he himself was. So Yuri knew – or could guess most likely – that he really had feelings for him, which were more than just platonic.

Should he show or tell him about his feelings now? And if yes, how should I get to that point?

But suddenly, the idea stroke him. The most obvious thing he could do now. And then he remembered what he actually wanted to do before, so he sat down on Conrad's thigh an began to rub the lotion onto his back, smiling to himself.

Conrad noticed he had hold his breath all the time, as he suddenly felt the cool lotion and Yuri's hands on his back. He snapped for air when he noticed just another thing. The boy had set down on his lap.

And the captain could clearly notice Yuri's erection on his thigh.

Trying desperately to stay calm and breath steadily, he worried about what to do no. Did he do that on purpose? Well, it had to be on purpose. He is a grown-up man by his age, Conrad reminded himself. He is fully aware of his actions. And he had to notice my state as well. At least the boy's knee was still on its position.

There was nothing that Conrad wanted more than Yuri right now. All he would have to do was simply wrap his arms around him and kiss him to show him his true feelings. But was he getting all this right? Wasn't Yuri... no, he couldn't. He couldn't be wrong, it was too obvious. The boy's body was just as honest as his own.

Meanwhile, Yuri finished his job with the lotion and decided that Conrad – who was still completely stunned – apparently needed another hint. So he sat back, captured his captains incredibly beautiful hazel eyes, and just smiled at him. A wonderful, adoring, lovely smirk.

"Yuri..." Conrad still seemed shocked.

"Yes?" he responded, still smirking.

No resistance anymore. I have no clue how I should bear with this anymore. Then let it be, we'll get that done, one way or another. With that thought, the man pulled Yuri into his arms, kissing him long and passionately. The small boy in his arms twitched as he nibbled at his bottom lip, kissed him some more and bruised his lips softly with his tongue. And then there were more kisses, lightly placed onto the other one's lips, until their lips locked.

Yuri was expecting Conrad to work his way inside his mouth with his tongue, but he didn't. All he did was kissing his beloved some more, switching from strong and slowly to many soft and short kisses. But there was so much love laid into his actions, Yuri was melting away in his arms.

The kiss seemed to last forever, and as they finally parted, Yuri's look was clouded and his lips already lightly swollen from all the caress they got. Conrad smiled all over his face.

But it was not his usual – though charming – smile he put on, it was different. Yuri could tell that he was happy, as happy as he could remember never having seen him before, and there was something else hidden in his face. His eyes glanced impishly, but he suddenly addressed the younger one with a serious tone.

"How should we handle this... I mean... Wolfram will attempt to kill us."

"I wanted to break up this whole engagement for some time now. Even he won't deny this if he notices that I'm truly in love with somebody who feels the same for me," Yuri said confidently.

Conrad stared at him speechlessly.

Then Yuri realized what he just said to his godfather. He cleared his throat. "Well yes, I'm in love with you, Conrad. For years already, to be exact." The boy blushed deeply.

"Me too, Yuri," the man answered, nodding thoughtfully. "But of course you know that by now. And by Shinou, do you know how much you made me suffer for those last years?" He chuckled.

"I will try to make it up to you, I promise," Yuri said with a loving smile on his face, leaning down to kiss his knight once again.

And that was the point where both of them completely lost it.

Yuri quickly found himself thrown into the pillows of Conrad's bed, the weight of the latter's body on his chest while kissing him again. But the kiss this time was even more passionate, intense and it contained all the pent-up lust they felt for each other for years. Both of them simply wanted to release the huge tension that built up for so long.

Conrad though took his time to explore the younger one's body, kissing, licking and caressing every single spot on his sensitive skin, down his neck and chest to the already hard nipples, on which the man sucked lightly. This made Yuri moaning softly at the sweet sensations running through his body. He needn't say anything, just one glance at Conrad was enough to make him know what he wanted.

Conrad pulled the boy's pants and string down without wasting any more time. Now he could finally see what he was feeling on his thigh before. Smiling to the already heavily breathing boy under his hands, he started to pump Yuri's member slowly. The reaction came immediately. He twitched and whimpered under Conrad's touch, groaning at the incredible pleasure.

Yuri had closed his eyes. Everything he felt was so intense, he almost couldn't breathe any more. Then the feeling suddenly changed from a strong hand to something warm, wet and slippery. As the boy opened his eyes, he saw Conrad licking on his cock, and the mere sight almost brought him over the edge, but he tried to stay calm. He didn't want to end this so soon, it was too wonderful to be already over. He had imagined and wished for that for years, now he wanted to enjoy every single second.

But as the older one started to suck at the head of Yuri's member, he couldn't hold on any more.

"C-Conrad... I think I'm coming..." he muttered.

In response, the man just started to suck harder and placed one finger on Yuri's tight entrance, pushing against it, but not too hard, he didn't want to enter. He knew that this must be enough for his beloved, and he should be right. Arching his back while groaning loudly, Yuri climaxed and came right into Conrad's mouth, who swallowed all the cum with bliss.

Yuri lay there, breathing heavily and muttering Conrad's name. Then he reached out both hands to pull the man into a tight hug.

"Thank you," he whispered into the older one's ear. "I love you so much." With that, their lips locked again for another loving kiss. "But now I have to make up even more..." Yuri grinned.

Conrad couldn't suppress another smirk. "Well, I'm looking forward to whatever you want to do..."

"Just let me try a few things," Yuri winked, leaning up against the older one's body on top of him, so he could flip the both of them over. He wanted to unzip the man's pants, but as his hands ran across the soldiers trained torso and belly, he couldn't restrain to caress the smooth skin with his hands.

Conrad just placed his hands behind his head and enjoyed every little touch of the younger one. Sweet, sweet pleasure was hitting him as Yuri's hand laid upon his crotch, massaging his still clothed cock underneath it. He moaned softly, which made the boy look up to him – and as he noticed the effects of his caressing, he finally began to unzip and pull down the only cloth that had remained between the two of them.

Yuri remembered how Conrad had serviced him and tried to do it the same way, licking at the shaft of the older one's member, up and down, every side, and then slowly started working on the head. He slipped his tongue carefully around it before he took the pulsating cock into his mouth, sucking lightly on it while pumping the shaft.

He felt Conrad's body reacting under his touch. He was whimpering under the boy's hands, even trusting his hips upward a little bit. Seeing the always so self-controlled Conrad letting go like this made Yuri hard once again, and he felt like he wanted more for today.

"Conrad?" he asked, taking a short break between all the licking and sucking.

The answer came immediately, though a little bit disappointed. "Yes?"

"There is more that I want from you today."

"Seriously?" The man panted.

"Seriously. But you have to show me..." he simply had no experience in those matters.

"Okay, but I'm not that experienced there, either," Conrad responded honestly. "Though I know the basics... in theory." He winked at the boy and opened the drawer on his bedside table to pull out a tube of lubricant.

"Where did you get that from... and why?" Yuri looked suspiciously at him.

"I got it from earth last time I went there... and, well, you know it's pretty usable if you want to... have some fun on your own," the older one winked.

Then he plopped the tube open to spread some lubricant over his fingers. "I think it's more comfortable if you lay down on your back," he suggested. Yuri did so, opening his legs for what he imagined to follow.

Conrad knelt down between them, placing his lubricated hand on his virgin entrance, softly circling it with his index finger. Yuri was already twiching and moaning again, which encuraged the man to insert one first finger. The boy grasped for air.

"Oh my god... that feels weird, Conrad!"

"You have to get used to it slowly, so take your time. Does it hurt?"

"A little bit, but it's getting better..."

Bending his finger a little bit, the brown-haired male slid in further. He knew exactly that somewhere around there had to be Yuri's prostate. But the fact, that he hit it, was quickly very clear. Yuri was shoving against his finger, groaning suddenly very loud. He's so gorgeous... this makes me even more horny, Conrad thought, so, let's get this going on quickly.

He removed the finger slowly, earning a disappointed face of Yuri. But the older one knew exactly what he wanted to do, and before Yuri could complain, he had two fingers up his ass. The boy's eyes snapped open in surprise, but the pleasure he was given through that was overwhelming. Conrad waited a little bit before he began to shove his fingers in and out slowly, preparing his beloved for something bigger to enter.

After a few minutes of this treatment, Yuri was already reduced to a shivering, longing mess, he was begging desperately for Conrad to finish it. The latter decided that he tortured the boy enough and reached out again for the drawer, and covered his own member with a condom before spreading more lubricant on it. Yuri watched every movement with interest and surprise. It was his first time, after all.

And then there was the sudden weight of the man's body on his own, Conrad's sweet smell again in his nose, which drove him almost crazy, and the feeling of streching on his entrance. Carefully, his lover moved his length inside of him, slowly, waiting every time for the boy to get used to the feeling when he felt him whimpering. When he was done, Yuri was swept away by the enormous feeling of being completely filled out, feeling Conrad's whole manhood inside of him, touching his sweet spot... he forced himself to breathe slowly.

Conrad had laid his head beside Yuri's and also tried hard not to cum immediately. The sensation was incredibly intense, his cock being squeezed that tight... finally he noticed the boy's breath to get slower again. There he began to move slowly in and out. They both were moaning in pure bliss at this.

"Please, Conrad... a little bit harder will be okay."

He needn't be told this a second time, but-

"But it won't last that long if I-"

"That's totally okay," Yuri smirked. He was in dear need of release now and as he felt Conrad's cock now thrusting faster into him, it got him over the edge, and he came just by the mere stimulation of his sweet spot, ejaculating onto his belly.

That sight on the other hand was too much for his lover, and Conrad also hit his orgasm hard, breaking down on Yuri's chest, panting and groaning loudly.

That way they lay in each other's arms, totally spent, as Yuri asked the inevitable.

"How should we explain that to the other ones?"

Conrad just shrugged his shoulders and kissed the boy on his lips. They couldn't part their lips for a long time, sharing such a wonderful kiss full of love for each other.

But suddenly, there was a knock on the door- and Gwendal's voice. "Heika? Did you forget the meeting for this evening?"

Yuri stared speechlessly at Conrad in shock. The latter just smiled ironically. "Well, seems like explaining will be done for us-"

They had forgot to lock the door - and the doorknob was already pulled down.

Yeah, that's it for my ConradXYuri fanfic... hope you enjoyed the lemon (I'm not really into that usual "He put his really large dick into his incredibly tight asshole"... haha).

So, what's up next, you might guess? Maybe GwenXGunter, because I'm totally into long-haired guys :3 If you got any suggestions, let me hear them anyways.

Please review if you liked it! Constructive criticism is also welcome :)

Bye! *waves* nami