There are lives out there… that are taken away…away from the world every second.
But why, us the living ones can't we just take a hold of what is right?
Open our eyes on the things that are obvious but that we refuse to see?
Why can't we just hold on to God who promised us he would not let go of us? Why can't we just trust him to make us better? To make this world better? To dry our tears? To take us home to heaven and take away pain sorrow and distress?
Why do we have to be so selfish? Forgetting about others, forgetting about needs…only thinking about our little self while a whole world depends on what action we decide to do each day?
From choosing a white top rather than a yellow one, to say hi to people on the street or not, to stay in your little bubble even when you see a person in need across the room, from sharing your meal or even dropping it in the garbage just because we are not hungry anymore…not even considering one moment what good or bad it could do to those around us?
Why can't we just take away that speck from our eyes that blind us…lead us to do evil, to have the worst thoughts, to create a wall between us and real happiness?
Why can't after all those failures man can see that he can't do anything without God?
Is it so hard to see that we have no real power over our life?
Wouldn't the world be the better place we are so looking to make it like, if we started to go seek higher than our dreams? Seek God which equals to happiness, which would lead to the accomplishment of our dreams and finally give us life?
In my heart, I feel empty.
Empty because we can never do or have a real true happiness unless we give ourselves up in order to become more like Christ. Better, stronger, more beautiful and holy.
Tears make my heart ache. There is this burning fire inside.
I'm still holding on to my beliefs. I'm not doubting you my God. What good reason would I have to do so?
You were the one that hold me through it all. You were the one that gave up your life for me. You were the one who came to my rescue when I called out, crying for help.
No one was around. You alone came late at night, seeing my tears and my pain, you alone could see my heart aching and feel the emptiness and the thirst I had for a greater life, for you in some ways.
You saw me in my ups and downs, in my times of loneliness and sorrow, in my joys and happiness, in my times of creativity, trough my darkest and dirtiest hours…but you still loved me despite it all. Despite all that dirtiness. YOU GAVE IT ALL so that I may come clean and be close to you.
That all my worries might be taken away!
HOW DARE I DOUBT YOU?
How dare THEY doubt you?
You didn't do this just for me! You were willing to do it for others to. For the world. You died on this cross!!! You gave your life for each and every one of us! But still we find a way, to take away our eyes on you and to, instead follow paths that are nothing but evil, sending evil to other places in the world.
Oh God, HAVE MERCY!
We have been broken many times. Our experiences in life holds us back. Have mercy and take it away. We won't be able to hold on much longer…