Never okay
Chapter one
Why won't you look at me?
Sakura winced as she cleaned her new wounds. She wished she could just die but she knew there were others here who had it worse.
At the age of five, Sakura's parents were brutally murdered.
Orochimaru took her into his care.
At first Sakura wouldn't stop crying. She could never stay asleep because her parent's screams haunted her dreams. She flinched away from the comfort anyone would try to give.
He had his reasons for taking her in and though she would fight it and him, he was going to make sure she did as he planned.
Orochimaru's "adopted" seventeen-year-old daughter Eden came into her and Sakura's shared room. Her cheek was bruised again. She had harsh bruises all along her arms, wrists and hips. Her lip was bleeding too.
"What happened?" Sakura asked her. Eden sat on her bed and winced.
"Kabuto, started it this time. Dad got mad at me for not just letting Kabuto have his way, he beat me again. I can't keep any strength, he always drains my chakra." Her broken words made Sakura shudder. Kabuto never touched her, Orochimaru would kill him but he allowed Kabuto to do whatever he wanted Eden. Orochimaru didn't care about his any of his "children" in a healthy way.
He had used Eden then became bored with her and passed her to Kabuto to use as he pleased.
"He told me that its getting close to your time Sakura, he says that soon Orochimaru will make you his."
Sakura froze. Her body started shaking.
Eden looked at her curiously. "Sakura? Are you ok?" Eden was two years older than she was and Sakura was around the same age that Orochimaru first forced her.
"Your annoying Sakura, but I promise I won't let him touch you as long as I can help it."
Eden had always disliked the little pink haired girl but she knew that no one deserved that kind of degradation.
Sakura looked at her. "How bad is it?"
The chameleon haired girl raised an eyebrow. "Wow, your not really all that smart," she indicated her bruising, "It gets bad."
Sakura watched as Eden's hair changed to a deep purple at the memories.
Eden's bangs and the bottom half of her hair changed colors with her feelings and mood.
The rest was just black.
Eden glanced at Sakura. "I'll protect you on this one condition, that you think of a way to escape this hell hole, understand? I'll stay but you have a chance at life," she hesitated before continuing. "When you escape, don't ever look back. Don't let this past hold you from being the person you know you could be."
Eden suddenly felt dizzy. "Wha-?" her vision started blurring. Kabuto! He must've done something to her while she was in there earlier, she just knew it, and the last thing she heard before blacking out was Sakura yelling for help.
Sakura was frantic, she didn't want to hand her over to Kabuto but she couldn't risk Eden dying.
Not to long after she was brought in Eden began to stir.
She started. Bolting upright, her heart racing as she recognized the room she was in. she grabbed at the IV lines and yanked them from her body as she jumped off the examination table. She raced for the door but cried out when someone grabbed her wrist and squeezed. Hard.
"What the fuck did you do to me?! Let me go!!" she twisted and yanked at her hand that he had in a vise like grip.
"Dammit Kabuto! Let go!"
He released her as she yanked back. She fell and scrambled to get to the door but Kabuto pinned her in a second.
"Where do think your going? I'm not finished with you yet." His breath down her neck caused shivers to crawl down her back.
Eden shuddered as his tongue flicked at her ear. "You should do as your dad says, it's so much easier when you don't fight it."
Eden pushed at him.
"Get the fuck off of me!" she screamed. He just grinned and tied her hands above her head.
He smirked at the fear he saw in her eyes.
"Whats wrong babe? Feeling apprehensive?" he ground himself against her.
She bit her lip as she held back the tears.
"No more! Please Kabuto! No more!" she cried as he grasped her breasts and began to knead them roughly.
He pushed his lips against hers in a brutal fashion, breaking the delicate skin again. He forced her mouth open and pushed his tongue inside.
Eden whimpered in pain as his hands continued to assault her breasts.
She turned her head away from him and started to strain against the ropes holding her hands.
Kabuto pulled back. He smiled darkly as he stroked her cheek. Eden glared at the silver haired male as he let his hand trail down her neck, past her breasts, and rested them on her hips, right where the bruises from his previous assault
He smirked and grabbed a kuniah from his pouch.
Eden's eyes widened. In a few quick slashes her shirt was no more. She continued to pull against her restraints.
"Don't Kabuto! Get the hell away from me!" her voice broke as desperation set in.
"Why would I do that? I think you should just give in. it'll be better in the end for you." His hand stroked the inside of her left thigh.
Eden tried but couldn't keep the tears from falling as he worked his hand up until he reached her womanhood. She cried out when he roughly forced two digits into her. "P-please! N-n-no more, I cant d-do this a-a-anymore! Please j-just stop!" her words came out broken as the sobs came.
He pulled his hand away and undid his pants. Eden shuddered. She thought of killing him, feeling his blood as it dripped from her hands.
She screamed as he shoved his whole length inside of her, not caring that she wasn't ready.
He pumped in and out of her at an agonizingly slow rate, grunting and groaning all the while.
She felt as though her soul had been ripped from her and shattered.
He shuddered and released inside of her.
Kabuto undid the rope tying her hands. He stood up and dressed himself. He turned to look at her.
"You know Eden, you could come to enjoy this."
She jumped up and ran from the room.
She slammed the door behind her and slumped on the ground as sobs wracked at her body.
She screamed at the feeling of desolation and betrayal.
She couldn't stop. The screams kept coming from her. She screamed until her throat was sore.
For three years she had dealt with being raped and beaten on a daily basis.
Sure she had been grateful that Orochimaru took care of her when she had no one else, but the betrayal when he forced her was so intense. For months afterwards she tried to commit suicide.
Then he just told her one day that he was tired of her and brought Kabuto into room. He watched as his eldest daughter was raped.
Eden ran to the bathroom and locked the door.
She pulled a box out from under the sink. She knelt and pulled a shining blade from the special box.
She drew the blade across her wrist, then another time, creating an X. She put the blade back and leaned against the sink as she bandaged her wrist.
The sobs were still coming but not as bad.
She walked from the bathroom.
She had decided that she would not let Sakura ever deal with this if she could.
Sakura had a chance at life, the one she never got.
A/N:
Orochimaru's kids are the sound experiments and such; Sasuke will soon become a 'child' too.
I'd like some ideas on that,
Should Sasuke be an asshole or the understanding knight in shining armor for Sakura?
If you have any input please let me know.
Btw, my friends all wondered why I used the name Eden for my character.
Orochimaru is a snake; a snake filled the first woman's head with lies in the Garden of Eden
Just as Orochimaru filled Sasuke's head with lies of power in Kanoha… catch on?
I'm not religious, that just seemed like an interesting thing to try out.
Anyway please review, I get bored easily without a audience to please or disappoint!