'To just protect the things that are most important to us...that's already enough.'

At the unsaid request of a reviwer, I have replaced all of the swearing with stuff like "idiot Pharaoh" and "evil baka" and the like. Gosh, I swore A LOT. I sincerly apologize. I normally don't swear that much!!!

There arespoilers of the VERY, VERY, VERY LAST EPISODE OF YGO (and of the duel with Rafael)

Me: In the duel with Rafael, Yami does something that I will never forgive him for. SPOILERS OF THOSE EPISODES. Don't read it if you haven't seen the duel with Rafael ("Waking the Dragons" season). Anyway, I was furious at Yami. In fact, I was so furious that I wrote an email to my friends in which I was swearing like a maniac (it's in the story; I also corrected it since there were grammatical errors and such; I also added a few things, which is italicized.) So this is about Yami's emptiness and how it was like a voice was speaking to him (a.k.a. ME). I also might change some of it after I see the latest episodes. (Oh, and by the way, the best lines of the emails are bolded.) One more thing: Mahaado is the Dark Magician. Oh, and yet ANOTHER thing: SPOILERS OF THE VERY, VERY LAST EPISODE OF YGO. IT'S HINTED IN THE EMAIL, ANYWAY.

ONE: The Day I Was Mad At Yami And The Email I Sent To My Friends or Yami You IDIOT!!!!

"No… YUGI! It's all my fault! It should have been me, not him! IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!"

These were the words that came out of Yami's mouth after he lost the duel with Rafael. He had done something terrible; something unforgivable. Yami had decided not the listen to Yugi and, against his own sense, played the Seal of Oreichalkos. Of course, because his rage consumed him, he went against his own dueling philosophy. He sacrificed his monsters left and right, and even went as far as calling the Dark Magician useless. As a result, he lost, and thus was about to lose his soul. But his soul was saved. How? Little Yugi saved him. He allows his soul to be consumed instead of Yami's.

What… what have I done? Yami was thinking desperately to himself. I've… I've lost Yugi…! It's all my fault! I played the Seal of Oreichalkos against my will and against Yugi's! And I lost the duel… I sacrificed my monsters so selfishly… all because of a card that I activated… and worst of all… I lost the duel…I should have been taken, not Yugi! He didn't do anything! It's not his fault! I lost the duel and I lost the only thing ever precious to me… I lost Yugi…

As if on cue, a voice filled Yami's head. A voice of hatred:

DIE YAMI WITH ALL YOUR STUPID PHARAOHNESS AND THE CONTROLLING SEAL OF OREICHALKOS THING!!!!!!!!!! YOU EVILPHARAOH I'M GONNA KILL YOU!!!!!!!!! YOU DIDN'T LISTEN TO YUGI!!! EVIL BAKA, YOU SHOULD HAVE!!! YOU LET YUGI'S SOUL BE LOCKED AWAY, EVIL BAKA!!! STUPID PHARAOH RAPHAEL WAS RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE EVIL AND YOU KNOW IT!!!!!!!! YOU BAKA, YOU LITTLEEVIL BAKA; YOU DIDN'T LISTEN TO YUGI!!!!!!!!!! WHY DIDN'T YOU LISTEN TO THE OTHER YOU, YOU EVIL BAKA!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! POOR YUGI; HIS SOUL IS LOCKED AWAY WHEN IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN YOU!!!! YOU LET YOUR RAGE TAKE YOU OVER AND NOW YUGI'S GONE!!!!!!!!! HE SAVED YOUR SOUL AND NOW HE'S GONE; YOU EVIL BAKA WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP HIM?!?!?!? DID YOU SEE THE DARK MAGICIAN'S FACE WHEN YOU SACRIFICED HIM?!?!?!?! MAHAADO WAS SO DISAPPOINTED AND MAD, YOUEVIL PHARAOH!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THEN YOU SACRIFICED THE DARK MAGICIAN GIRL, MY FAVORITE CARD AND SHE WAS SO SAD; YOU EVIL BAKA DON'T YOU SEE WHAT YOU'VE DONE?!?!?!? YUGI TOLD YOU THAT THESTUPID SEAL OFSTUPID OREICHALKOS IS EVIL AND NOT TO PLAY THESTUPID CARD BUT YOU'RE A STUPIDEVIL PHARAOH AND YOU WANTED TO WIN SO BADLY THAT YOU PLAYED THESTUPID CARD!!!!!!! YOUR NOT BAKA NO PHARAOH YOUR BAKA NOEVIL PHARAOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUGI SAVED YOU, YOU EVIL BAKA!!!! I'M GLAD YOU CRIED AND REALIZED WHAT YOU DID!!! GET YUGI BACK IDIOT PHARAOH!!!!!!!!! EVEN THOUGH I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN I DIDN'T KNOW YOU PLAYED THESTUPID SEAL OF OREICHALKOS YOUBAKA DIE YAMI DIE!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WERE A "GOOD" PHARAOH ONCE!!! RAFAEL WAS SORIGHT YOU BAKA!!! LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO POOR YUGI!!! I'M GONNA KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DIDN'T MARIK SEND YOU TO TE SHADOW REALM WHEN HE HAD A CHANCE; LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE!!!!!! I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE IN THE LAST EPISODE AND I CAN'T BELIEVE YUGI FORGAVE YOU UNLESS YOU'RE GONNA DO SOMETHING GOOD TO GET YUGI BACK I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU EVIL PHARAOH; DIE EVILBAKA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE AND BURN SEVERELY IN THE SHADOW REALM AND I HOPE THE MONSTERS HURT YOU SO YOU FEEL YUGI'S PAIN AND THEIRS WHEN YOU SACRIFICED THEM!!!!!!!!! IF YOU WEREN'T BRAINWASHED THEN RAFAEL WAS RIGHT YOU'RE EVIL AND CRUEL AND MAYBE THE WORLD IS BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE THE OTHERS BEAT YOU SEVERELY ESPECIALLY YUGI WHEN HE GETS BACK CAUSE I KNOW HE DOES BUT STILL YOU EVIL BAKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND YOU GOT RID OF TAMIOUS BY PLAYING THATSTUPID OREICHALKOS CARD!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS NOT RAFAEL'S FAULT EVEN THOUGH HE GAVE IT TO YOU; HE WAS TESTING YOURSTUPID WILLPOWER AND GUESS WHAT YOUIDIOT OF A PHARAOH YOU FAILED!!!!! YUGI SACRIFICED HIS SOUL TO SAVE YOURS YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUSTUPID EVILPHARAOH I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU BETTER DO SOMETHING GOOD TO GET YUGI BACK OR I'LL KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO YUGI; HE'S PURE OF HEART AND KIND AND GENEROUS AND HE WOULD GO THROUGH ANY MEASURES TO SAVE YOU!!!! YOU COULD HAVE AT LEAST LISTENED TO HIM YOU EVIL PHARAOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE YOU DIE A PAINFUL DEATH AND GET HURT SEVERELY!!!!!!!!!!!! MYARRA AND I ARE COMING AFTER YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE'LL HUNT YOU DOWN AND BEAT YOU SEVERELY; YOU CAN'T HIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DID YOU DO THAT YOU EVIL BAKA WHY DID YOU DO THAT TO MANKIND AND TO YUGI?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!??!?!?!?! DIE YOU STUPID EVIL PHARAOH DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAYBE ONE DAY YOU'LL REALIZE WHAT YOU LOST, EVEN THOUGH YOU ALREADY DID!!!!!!!! I'M GLAD YOU STARTED TO SOB AND TO SAY THAT THEY SHOULD HAVE TAKEN YOUR SOUL BECAUSE THEY SHOULD HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUGI PUSHED YOU OUT OF THE WAY AND SAVED YOU; YOU COULD HAVE AT LEAST TRIED TO STOP HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE TRIED TO STOP YOU THE FIRST 2 TIMES IT WORKED BUT THEN YOU PUSHED HIM ASIDE AND USED IT AND TURNED EVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG YOU BAKA YOU'RE EVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE YUGI ACTUALLY FORGIVES YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU BETTER DO SOMETHING GOOD TO SAVE HIM OR ELSE I'LL HATE YOU FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE AND BURN IN THE SHADOW REALM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yami heard the voice as more tears rolled down his cheek. The voice was right. He was an idiotof a pharaoh. He was sad, he was sorry. He was angry, but not at the voice, not at Yugi, or at Dartz or Rafael or anyone else; he was angry with himself. I'll do anything to get you back, Yugi, he silently promised. I swear it on my life, and on my soul. Even if that's not good enough. I swear it on the Millennium Puzzle, on the Millennium Items, on the Gods of Egypt, on our deck, on our Duel Monsters, on the Dark Magician and Dark Magician Girl. On our friends, on our family, even on Rafael and his leader. I swear it on anything and everything. I swear that I will do anything and everything to get you back.

TO BE CONTINUED…

Me: Yeah, so I decided after all that it was going to be continued. It will until Yugi gets back. Then the story will stop. That means there will probably be no more than one chapter a week, since there are two new episodes in a week and I use that knowledge for one chapter. MAYBE more than one.