Its weird. For the longest time you can remember judging girls. Deciding whether or not they were pretty, even thinking about kissing them. You thought everyone did. Guess not. Now you're stuck. What are you? Everyone is constantly asking that. But you don't even know. It would be so much easier to be able to just say that you're a lesbian, but you and everyone else knows there will be a guy every once and a while.
Its all her fault. You could've lived your life without even having to worry about it. But your best friend had to introduce you guys. And you guys had to become friends. And she had to flirt with you 24/7. And you had to think she was the most beautiful person you've ever seen. And she had to ask you out. And you had to give in. And you had to kiss her and have sex with her. All of these things you had to do. And now you wish they never happened. Fuck your life.