Use your imagination. What do you see?
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such a pretty sight.
such force.
splat.
I see with my own little eyes.
blood.
bright, red blood.

memories.
every single detail.
like a tape recorder.
a soft hum inside my head.
playing.
rewinding.
replaying.

never quite able to forget.
but things push us on.
and force us to remember.
during the times.
the times that hurt the most.

if only I were in control of my world
if only I could choose what to be
if only I would give in to myself
if only I was more than what I already am