Chapter one: "A mere kitten"
Nowadays, many people especially children are experiencing being abandoned by their parents. It's hard to grow up without a family to hold you. Sometimes, you'll just wonder, what have you done wrong to have a life like this?
People are just like cats with their children as the "kittens", why? Simple. Like many mothers, nowadays, they abandon their children and leave them for good after giving birth to them in this world, similar with mother cats, some of them give birth again and again then after that they leave their kittens stray forever and don't even nurture them but some kittens are lucky because they are nurtured up until they grow strong to be cats.
She was just like the unfortunate kitten that was abandoned. During day, she is watching numerous people passing by while she is under the roof of an abandoned bakery and during night, she hugs her legs to keep herself warm while she is inside a half opened big rotten box where she call her home. But there was a tiny difference between a kitten left all alone and this girl, it was because a kitten cries all day long finding for its mother nonstop butt this girl… she never shed a single tear, she never let out neither a single scream for her mother… How could she scream for her mother if she doesn't even know what her mother's name was, what she looked like, what her voice was like. Day by day, her innocent eyes see nothing of the beauty of the world. Ignoring her stomach that has been growling for the days she was awake, never had she eaten a proper meal instead if she was lucky she'd be given a piece of bread given by a kind person passing by or letting her hunger pass by sleeping.
There are some people like her who would accompany her and sit down next to her all day long watching people's daily lives. "I wonder why I was born to this world. What is my purpose of living?" the person asked the little girl. The little girl didn't respond because neither did she know the answer.
One night, there was also this woman who looked like a ragged wasted looking prostitute who walks like a drunk person, swaying going to the left and to the right, she looked and stopped in front of the little girl and said to her "hey you kid, do you want to come with me? I'll teach you how to have fun and be like me!" but the little girl with pure innocent eyes just looked into that woman's eyes purely that made her guilty and go away.
Some lost kittens are whether lucky or the opposite. Lucky, when there's a benevolent person who'd pick you up and take you home or unlucky when some people especially naughty children who'd play with you roughly then throw you away after having enough. Well guess what this girl's fate is? Yeah just like every other story, there is always a happy part but in this story…is happiness alone that there is?
Few years of same lonely life, a night of cold freezing winter where no human is seen walking passing by, the girl was shaking because of the cold temperature, her clothes was just an oversized white shirt that a kind old woman just bought but gave it to her instead because she was barely naked, she's trying to hold off her hunger, her whole body was shaking because of freezing and starvation. She thought that maybe this is the end of her, a world she lived in where she experienced nothing but it's bitter. On the last minute, her body can't hold on any longer, her eyes were slowly starting to close, as she starts to fall to the ground, lying on the floor her eyes were slightly open seeing a person coming closer to her with its gentle warm hands that touched her arm, she weakly smiled and thought that this person in front of her was the last person she'll ever see.