My first fic, so please be kind! And the guys are about sixteen. Forgive me for making Sasuke a bit of a bastard, and using some nasty language, but it goes with the story (I think). Some OOC.
Disclaimer: I dont own Naruto
Uchiha Sasuke hated Uzumaki Naruto.
Why? If you asked him, he probably wouldnt tell you under the pain of death. You could ask all the obvious questions, did he steal your girlfriend? No, Sasuke had never had one, with the exception of when Tenten had been his fake girlfriend in an attempt to get all the rabid fans (guys and girls) to leave him alone. Did he make some wisecracks about your family? Nope, Naruto was too kind to try and hurt anyone like that. If anything, he had tried to help Sasuke through those difficult times when getting out of bed was too painful. Did he surpass you in his strength? Hell no! That blond weakling? Ha!!
So why then?
Because Uchiha Sasuke was head over heels in love with the blond dobe. And he was disgusted with himself over it.
Every time he saw Naruto, nearly all self control went flying down the crapper and had to restrain himself from jumping the beautiful boy and ravishing him right then and there. The loss of self control nearly ripped his mind apart. He couldnt tell you why, mainly because he didnt know himself. Maybe it was because out of all the people in the village, Naruto was the only one who bothered to come looking for him, let alone risk his life to drag him back to Konoha. Maybe it was because he was the polar opposite of the Uchiha, happy, caring, and forgiving. Or maybe it was because like Sasuke, Naruto was alone, with nobody ever there for him.
It wouldnt be so bad, Sasuke thought to himself, if he wasnt a fucking guy! Arrgh! What the hell is wrong with me! the last surviving member of the Uchiha clan, and I'm a goddamn faggot! This is wrong, wrong, ALL WRONG! Curse that dobe for making me like this!! In an attempt to get rid of these "unnatural" feelings, Sasuke would go out of his way to point out everything wrong with Naruto to himself. Most of the time he shared these feelings with the blond too.
"Dobe." "Dead-last." "Utrasonski" "Dumb kid" "Ugly" "Loser" "No one likes you, idiot. Go away!" "It would be better if you just left, fag."He always threw the last one in to remind himself that these feelings were unnatural. It shouldnt bother him that it hurt Naruto, so why did he want to pull his blond in his arms and kiss him until all the blonds tears were dried up?
His blond? His blond?!?! Oh, great, he was doing it again! Stupid mind!! Sasuke cursed inwardly, before glancing at the clock. "Three in the morning already?Jeez, I need some sleep." He murmured out, before padding up several floors to his room, collapsing on the huge bed, and drifting into sleep.
----Dream Sequence----
"O-Oh... god... SASUKE!!" screams of unadulterated, agonizing pleasure tumbled from the blond's lips. Underneath him, Naruto writhed and meweled as Sasuke thrust mercilessly into him. The intense heat and tightness was almost too much for the raven, but so heavenly he couldnt stop. Not with such a beautiful lover.
"Naruto..." Sasuke moaned softly, grazing his fingers over the other boy's abs "Naruto! Ah.. Ah---- Oh god yes! " The brunette snaked his hand into the blond locks and pulled the other boy up to kiss him. Passionate tongues fought for dominance, as teeth clacked together, each trying to taste all the other had to give. Suddenly, Naruto threw his head back, groaning in pleasure
"Sas'ke... g'na come...oh... OH SASUKE!!!!"
"Naruto!" Sasuke gave one last hoarse yell before clamping his mouth down on Naruto's shoulder, leaving a mark and drawing blood before he released his seed into the blond's hot, tight passage and collapsed on top of him.
----End sequence----
"What the HELL is wrong with me?!?" Sasuke shot bolt upright in his bed, covered in sweat, and-
"Not again..." he whined, throwing the covers off and peeling off his now soiled boxers. Tossing them aside, he glanced at the clock as he made his way into the bathroom. Six-fourteen in the morning. Exactly forty-six minutes before he was supposed to get up. He turned on the shower, waited 'til it was cold enough, and stepped in. He flinched as the icy cold water ran over him, drowning any remaining need he had.
"How many ice showers have I had because of that idiot?" Mused the brunette. "Too many. One for every god-damned day since I met him! I cant even remember what hot water feels like!" Drying himself off, he put on his usual bandages, training uniform and headband. Sighing, he stepped out of his house, and wandered down to the bridge to meet his team. Just another day, another day of training, peeling Sakura off his ass, and tormenting his Naruto. When he arrived at the bridge, he was a little surprised to find that no one was there. He glanced at his watch. Seven-fifty one. They were supposed to meet at eight. Oh well, he was a little early. Saskura and the blond dumbass would be here shortly. Sasuke rinned a little at the thought of seeing Naruto, but then quickly shook those thoughts out of his mind. Ah, in fact, here he comes now...
"Hello Dobe."
"Shut up Bastard." The blond kept his head down, his hands thrust in his pockets. Something was amiss here, thought Sasuke. Wheres the bundle-of-energy Naruto? His heart hurt a little, just seeing the normailly-happy
"Hai." Just then, a silver-haired jounin poofed out of nowhere. Even Sasuke couldnt contain his surprise
"HOSHIT YOU"RE ON TIME!" The ravens jaw uncharacteristically dropped.
"Maa... maa..." the copy-nin shrugged this off. "I just popped by to tell you Sakura is home sick with the flu, so there will be no training today."
Sasuke just shrugged and glanced at Naruto. His eyes were still cast downward. Finally he mumbled "Fine by me."
"Alright then." Kakashi looked questioningly at Naruto, but then just disappeared, as suddenly as he appeared.
Naruto wandered off the bridge, heading somewhere into the forest. Sasuke knew that this wasnt the way to the blond's usual training spot, so he followed, curious as to where he was headed. He continued for about ten minutes, hiding his presence and chakra so he wouldnt be discovered. Soon the raven discovered he wasnt doing a very good job of it.
"Following me Teme?" Naruto snapped bitterly. "Dont you have anything better to do? Attacking your fangirls with the hose or whatever?"
Sasuke cocked his head. This wasnt the Naruto he knew and (against his will) loved. "Where the hell are you going, idiot?"
He immediately regretted those words. He never meant to hurt Naruto, but he hated the way Naruto made him feel. He had never seen Naruto like this though, and the guilt flooded through him as he saw the blond stiffen.
"What the fuck do you care bastard!" Naruto whirled around and glared at Sasuke, his eyes cold and dead. It made Sasuke "Leave me alone. I dont want to have to fucking look at you!"
"Naruto, whats going on? This isnt like you, you're always so happy. What happened Naruto?" At this point, Sasuke was torn between just standing there to watch Naruto walk away and bulling the blond in his arms and comforting him. Naruto looked so hopeless, so lost, so sad.
Naruto's head slumped against his chest, his shoulders shaking. Is he crying? Sasuke then heard a small chuckle comming from the blond "Its funny how you think you know me, Sasuke," Naruto snarled. "How you can sit there on your little pedestal you've built for yourself, looking down your nose at everything. Do you get off at cutting other people down? Do you smile at their tears? Is everyone under you supposed to just hang around, waiting on your every whim? God, you're a traitor and people still treat you like royalty! Master Uchiha, can I get you anything? oh, Sasuke-kun, you're so strong! Oh, Sasuke, you're so handsome! Oh, Sasuke, Sasuke, Sasuke SASUKE!!!" Naruto paused to catch his breath. "My god, you dont even appreciate what this village has done for you! If it were me who had ran off to the Snake-Freak, my ass would be chained to a wall in the filthiest dungeon right now! You know, I should have-I should have let Orochimaru have your sorry ass!" Naruto's eyes were wild with rage.
For the first time in his life, Uchiha Sasuke was speechless. "Naruto I- I- I never said you... were... I dont put myself on a pedestal." He swallowed. "Dobe."
The last part just slipped out. Sasuke didnt know what he was saying. Maybe it was just force of habit, but whatever it was, it was definately in the 'stupid' section of the Uchiha's brain
"DONT CALL ME THAT, TEME!" Sasuke saw the blow comming and grabbed Naruto's wrist the second before the hand would have collided with his nose. "You cant pull that on me, dead-last." Sasuke smirked, quickly returning to his typical, stoic, Uchiha self. Then he noticed the blond was wincing in pain. What? I'm not holding his arm that tight... then he felt a warm, sticky liquid seep through the sleeve and onto his slender fingers. Blood? But wh- Oh Naruto! Sasuke flipped Naruto's arm over and slipped up the sleeve
"No- Sasuke please dont!" Naruto was petrified. What was Sasuke going to do to him? Would he tell someone and they would all think he was even more of a freak? "Please dont!" He wriggled and thrashed, trying to get away, but then he looked at Sasuke, staring down at his arm.
"Naruto," the Uchiha said it softly, but the blond still flinched, as if expecting to be hit at any moment. "Why would you do this to yourself Naruto?"
"Didnt know, did ya Sasuke? Didnt know?" Sasuke was horrified. On naruto's smooth forearm, scars were traced all over. Some were fresh, but most were old, very old. Some looked like they were from years and years ago!
"Why do you think I did it Uchiha? Maybe cause I took your words a little too well. Get lost, you loser, you should die, everyone will be happy then. So much for a best friend." He looks like an angel, thought Sasuke, a fallen angel, theres no more light in those eyes. Did I do that? At that point Sasuke couldnt stand it any longer. Fuck the Uchiha name and fuck all pride! He pulled the other boy in his arms and kissed him.
Naruto was shocked shitless. Here was the person who hated him, the person who had abandoned him, the one who had made his life a living hell ever since he brought him back from the sound, and was kissing him. It took a moment to react, when-
"GET OFF ME!!!" Naruto shoved the Uchiha back as hard as he could. Sasuke fell backwards on the ground with a soft Thump. Sasuke looked up into Naruto's tear filled eyes
"Do you really hate me that much, Sasuke?" Naruto whispered. Sasuke was at a loss for words. Not getting any anwsers, Naruto turned, and ran as fast as he could away from the raven
Sasuke just watched the blond angel run away from him. He would be crying, if he knew how