Bella is pregnant
I sat down on the bathroom floor in shock I couldn't believe it, but yet there I was sitting there staring at a positive pregnancy test. I can't explain the emotions that consumed me at that point.
Happiness definitely but I was also a little scared this was the first sign of emotion that I have felt in almost a month.
Actually it had been 3 weeks and I couldn't completely think straight as I thought about the state that I had been in since the night that he left, the night that he told me that he didn't want me.
The words echoed in my ears and I covered them as if that made anything better I couldn't believe it but yet here I was trying to live day to day and just function through life.
This was definitely going to change things first off I would have to take care of myself and make some changes that I knew would be difficult but the vision that I had in my head at that moment the vision of a baby boy with Edwards human green eyes and auburn hair with those dimples, I couldn't help but smile.
I grabbed the phone and made an appointment to see the doctor, it was agreed I would go tomorrow it wasn't hard to get an appointment in a town this small.
I picked myself up off the floor and went to go make lunch having this baby made me feel completely different all I could do was think about Edward trying to remember each feature of his face and picturing a little boy with those eyes made me all warm and fuzzy inside.
I was going to call my mom and tell her the news. When I called she answered the phone immediately and she was excited to hear from me, I told her that I had something to talk to her about and as she waited for me to speak I could feel the nervousness in the air, I quickly spoke, it was better to do it sooner rather than later "Mom I'm pregnant".
There was silence for a second before she asked me how far along I was, I told her 6 weeks and she immediately started to convince me that everything would be ok.
I couldn't believe it after all these years I would never expect a reaction like this from her. As I calmed down and began to breathe again she said that she would come down for a visit and we would break it to Charlie together.