Hi everyone! This is the first Supernatural fanfic I've written! It's also a destiel fanfic so if you're not into that then you won't like this. I know it's flawed and is kinda messy but it's my first try in a long time. I hope you enjoy! =)
Castiel walked into the bar with his brother Gabriel, feeling so nervous and annoyed that his brother dragged him here. He wouldn't have minded if it was any other bar but it was a gay bar. He had recently told his brother that even though he was engaged to his college girlfriend, Meg, he couldn't help but feel that something was wrong since he was in high school and he might be gay. His brother being the only reasonable person in his family, he felt comfortable telling him and Gabe wanted to help his little brother out. They grew up religious and Castiel felt obligated to get a girlfriend in college then propose to her when they graduated. When they found two stools available at the bar, they sat down. When the bartender came around to ask them for their order Castiel froze. The bartender looked into Castiel's eyes with his deep green eyes and smiled. Castiel couldn't look away and the bartender waved his hand in his face after Castiel ignored his question.
"Yes?" Castiel finally responded
"What can I get you to drink handsome?" The bartender replied with a smirk
Castiel blushes and said "Um just a gin and tonic please"
"Same for me please!" Gabriel said.
"You got it," the bartender said while smiling.
"You are definitely gay Cassie" whispered Gabe.
"Now why would you say that?" Hissed Castiel
"HMM because you can't stop staring at the bartenders ass!" Gabe said while giggling.
"Shut up! No I'm not!" Castiel blushed
"Yes you are! Now, I see a lady all by herself and that's my queue to let you do your thing" gabe laughed
"No no no I don't even know what the thing is!" Castiel whispered
The bartender walked back with their drinks. Gabe took his drink and said "Well you're gonna find out! Have fun Cassie!" and walked away.
"Dammit" Castiel whispered to himself.
"So your name is Cassie?" The bartender asked with a smirk.
"Um no, my brother likes to call me that." Castiel grumbled. "My name is Castiel."
"Castiel? Hm I like that." The bartender smiled "I'm Dean."
"Hello Dean." Castiel said
"So what brings you here with your brother?" Dean questioned
"Well, it's a long story. One that I'm sure someone like you is not interested in."
Dean looked into Castiel's blue eyes and could see all of the years of confusion and pain.
Dean smirked at him and with a deep voice said, "Try me, Cas."
Castiel raised his eyebrows at him when he called him Cas. No one has ever called him that before. He was starting to feel that feeling when he would stare at an attractive guy for too long and he started getting nervous.
"Um, m-maybe some other time." Castiel stuttered. He downed his drink and ran out of the bar.
WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!? Cas thought to himself.
No no no no I can't be…I can't be gay. FUCK. SHIT FUCK. What would my family think? What would my friends think? What would Meg think…?
Castiel ran up the block and leaned against a brick wall. He slid down and buried his face in his hands.
"Cassie what the hell!" Gabe shouts while running towards Cas.
"I'm gay. GABE I'M GAY. MY LIFE IS RUINED!" Cas screams while kicking the wall.
"Cassie it's not ruined. It's not that big of a deal!" Gab said.
"Gabe, our family is going to be disappointed and I'm getting married in THREE MONTHS. THREE FUCKING MONTHS! AND I AM NOT EVEN SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO MY FIANCE!" Cas starts sobbing into Gabe's shoulder.
"Hey Cassie no don't cry" Gabe says while trying to soothe his brother.
"Gabe, what am I going to do?"
"Cassie, we are going to figure this out. You deserve to be happy but the first thing you have to do is tell Meg." Gabe said
"Oh no I cant do that. Maybe I should see a therapist or something." muttered Cas.
"Don't be crazy. There is nothing wrong with you. It's not going to be easy but you can't keep lying to yourself anymore." Gabe said while rubbing his arm.
"You're right Gabe. I just want to go home." Castiel sighed.
Just as they got into the cab and the cab took off, Dean came running outside.
"HEY CAS YOU FORGOT YOUR WALLET!" Dean shouted.
To Be Continued...