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I was recently told that the song is 'Thinking of You' not 'Your Eyes'. Haha It was a blonde thing lol. Sorry :)

This is a letter John wrote to Dolph, the other man is CM Punk.


Dear Love,

I wanted to write you this letter to tell you how I felt about you. I know there is no chance you will read this, but I wanted you to know how I feel. I can't help but to compare him to you. I suppose comparisons are easily done once you have had a taste of perfection.

I guess our relationship was like fruit, even though it was sweet, it still had seeds. Like strawberries, I love strawberries. Do you remember? Once you cut one I half because you said it looked like a heart. You gave me half and we dipped them in sugar and fed them to each other. I hate to say it but he's always going to be second best, to you.

When you told me you were going away I was so afraid I would never see you again. When I am with him, I can't help but to feel guilty because I am thinking of you. I wonder what you would do if you were the one laying next to me at night. What would you say when I touch you? His dark eyes are such a let down after your blue ones.

You were like summer in winter to me, sweet like chocolate. How did you expect me to get better that you?

When you left you told me there are tons of fish in the water. You told me to move on. You told me you wanted me to be the party-boy you fell in love with. But do you not understand, I can't be me with out you.

Sometimes when we make love I close my eyes and pretend he is you. I tangle my fingers in his hair, but it's too dark. It's almost black; it's not blond like yours. I miss the sounds you use to make when I would pull you hair. When he kisses me I try to make believe that it's you, but I can't. The taste of his lips disgusts me. But it's not his fault. He tries, he really does but there is no one who can satisfy me the way you did.

I wish I hadn't let you talk me into letting you go. It was like a beautiful fire, I couldn't help but to touch, and I was burned.

I just thought you should know, when I'm with him I am thinking of you and what you would do if you were the one spending the night. I wish you would burst in the door and take me away. No more mistakes, because in your eyes, I want to stay.

I am going to put this letter on you coffin, and he will take me by the hand a lead me away. I think he knows I still love you more than him, and I want you to know that it will always be that way. When I'm with him I am always thinking of you.

Yours Forever, John


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