Songfic (beyblade KxR) Kai is musing over Rei at night and wonders why he is always crying in his sleep. I suck at summaries I know but it's my first story ever so please be nice!

copyright lyrics: Anathema - Sunset of Age I just thought It suited nicely with the storybut it's a little...dark.

Kai's POV:

Throne of Grief.

A dying essence.

Crying Beauty.

A fettered Aura.

A cold and lonely winters night. I can hear it, every time again. The soft sound of someone crying. In the bed next to me. I actually never got up and asked him why. As if I was afraid to hurt his pride. Tonight, I hear it again. I is triggering something deep inside me, something I can't explain. But it urges me to walk over to him and wrap an arm around his slim waist. Comforting him with soothing words, but I never did so. I look at him. His cheeks are stained with salty tears and his raven black hair got lose in his sleep. It's flowing around him and over the edges of the bed. An streak of moonlight, that is coming trough the curtains, is caressing his face. His tears lighting up in the pale light. I can't deny it anymore, that I am attracted to the teen.

Forgotten oceans of Hope.

Betrayed Aphony.

Sullen laughter.

In un-ventured paradise.

Sitting up, I wonder. Why would it be that he cries every night? His past? His present? Could it be because of us? I wish I could help him, hold him. But I just don't dare. His tears are wetting his pillow and sheets and new droplets are still flowing down. I get out of my bed, walk to the bathroom and look in the mirror. Two confused crimson eyes stare back, from underneath a big mop of two toned blue hair. Feeling like I have stood there, staring at my own face, for hours, I walk back to our room. He's still crying. All of a sudden my heart is filled with pain, like burning knifes cutting trough my chest.

As one, Forever searching.

For Landscape Serene.

Amidst, the Sunset of Age.

With Joyous Masquerade...

... the Summer's Died.

And I finally realize. I all of a sudden strikes me, I Hate to seem him in this pain. I never wondered why but now I know. The way his face is wrinkled with emotion. The way those pearl tears are flowing down, I can't stand it! It tears me up inside. I finally realize I love him, with all my heart. But how, how will I tell him? I'm just to…afraid. It will ruin the friendship we have. I look at his soft and friendly features, his soft silky Raven Black hair, his crying face. I made my choice. I will tell him and I will hold him. I can't stand his pain no more and I will end it.

first piece is done please be nice to me it's the very first time I have written something like this. please review I want to know what you think and what I can improve. THANK YOU!!!! glomps

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Lyrancon