Declaimer: I do not own these characters.

This is my first Twilight story that I have written. I am a full Jacob Fan. So this story is about Jacob and Bella. (for Jacob Fans). I am totally excited for new moon (movie) to come out. Because of course i am a Jacob fan.

Chapter 1: Thoughts

Bella's POV

I haven't given it much thought after Jacob had kissed me for the first time. I got mad at him for it but I soon forgave him. Every time I saw him he kept asking me if I had thought about our kiss. I said no. But I loved Edward a lot.

"Edward, where is Jacob? I need to talk to him."

"He went off to battle. I read his mind and he said he is going to die for you."

"Please get him for me."

"He hates you now Bella, after he overheard us talking about being engaged. It can't be changed."

"Yes it can. I won't be able to live with Jacob not being here. I don't want him to die. Get him now." I was crying now. I did not want him to die. I don't know how I could live with Jacob being dead.

"I'll try." Before I can even blink Edward had disappeared into the woods. Tears were streaming down my face. The thought of loosing Jacob sent shots of pain through my entire body. Seth, in his wolf form stared at me. "Don't look at me like that Seth. I bet you know who I am going to choose. But I can't let Jacob get hurt. He needs to know."

Edward returned minutes later with Jacob. But Jacob stood far away from me staring out into the woods.

"I better leave you two alone." Edward called out. Edward left again but Seth stayed.

"Jake please you got to forgive me." I walked up to him.

He turned to me. "Forgive you how Bella? You're getting married to him."

I ignored him. "Kiss me."

"What?"

"You know what I said Jacob." We kissed and at that moment with Jacob made me realize that I actually loved him. I actually enjoyed it. He was technically human and I never really kissed a human before. But if I stayed with Edward he would eventually turn me into a vampire and I would live forever and I won't be human. But if I choose Jake I would stay human and I would not live forever. Edward loves me so much that I am afraid if I choose Jacob would Edward turn me into a vampire, so I could not be we Jacob? I had a feeling that Edward wouldn't do that but I wasn't one-hundred percent sure.

Jacobs POV

I love Bella a lot but she is with Edward. I want her to be happy but I wish she would choose me instead. When I threatened to die in battle, she could not stand it, so she asked me to kiss her. That was my plan, because I wanted her to realize that she loves me. I really hope she chooses me and leaves that damn blood sucker. I can't stand seeing her with Edward. Although we sort have gotten along with each other doesn't mean anything. It was just to destroy the newborns and nothing else