Lily hated the fact that she glanced up from whatever she was doing to search him out whenever she heard his voice; she hated that these days he could make her blush with the slightest glance in her direction; but most of all she hated the way he seemed to be paying less attention to her.
Merlin, she was selfish. Why should he not talk to other girls? She didn't want him, but apparently nobody else should be allowed to have him either. Logically, she should be glad to be rid of his attentions, but she wasn't. It was exasperating.