Sorry I have updated anything in a while. But yea this was just an idea I had based after 'Letting Go'. I'm more of a Tom/Sam fan than a Dylan/Sam fan but this would have been cute if it did happen. I'm not sure if this should be a oneshot or not so please review with opinions and ideas. :-)
I sit alone in my flat, surrounded by empty wine bottles. My flat feels so empty without Tom. I haven't been alone at night for over a night and it feels weird. I'm confused, angry and upset. I don't know what to do anymore. I was always sure that Tom loved me and always cared about me. He trusted me enough to tell me about the diazepam. I tried to help him, but it didn't work. I take another swig of wine, trying to drown my sorrows. After he hit me, I didn't know what to do. I just held in my tears and walked out the department as though everything was fine. I then decided I just needed to run home because I was so full of anger I just needed to get rid of it. It wasn't until I opened my door that the tears finally started to fall. And then they just wouldn't stop. I grabbed a wine bottle and glass and collapsed onto the sofa. Now 3 bottles of wine later, I don't feel any better. My face is a mess of tear stains and mascara and I just feel empty. I check my phone and find numerous texts and voicemails from Tom. Then, I find myself doing something I never expected. I scroll through my contacts, stopping on a name I never thought I'd use again, a name I should have but deleted but couldn't bring myself to do.
"Hello? Dylan? I need you…"