A/N: Sorry I haven't been keeping up with this thing, I've been extremely busy with my Senior year coming to an end. I just got my prom dress..it fits amazingly! And I captain of my varsity softball team so I am deciding to make these based off songs. So they will somewhat be one shots? But I am calling them song shots! If that makes sense to you, then sweet! If not, bare with my..my English teacher says I am really good at this we had to do it in class all last week…Now on with the storys.
You come to me with scars on your wrists
you tell me this is the last night feeling like this.
I just came to say good-bye, didn't want you to see me cry I'm fine.
But I know it's a lie.
This is the last night you'll spend alone, look me in the eyes to I know you know.
I'm everywhere you want me to be.
This is the last night you'll spend alone-I'll wrap
You in my arms and I won't let go I'm everything you need me to be.
Caleb had been back in the house now for 2 months, Hanna was still not speaking to her, he tried talking to her every time they were alone. Nothing. It was like she was one of those nun's who took a vow of silence. It was Friday, and Caleb missed his ride with Hanna. When he reached to the house, he noticed Hanna's car was in the drive way for the first time. "That's odd." He thought to himself, "It's Friday, she is usually out by now." He was really dreading walking through the front door thinking her friends blew her off. When he walked in he noticed her bags were on the stairs, "Hanna?" Caleb walked towards the kitchen, nothing. "Hanna you home?" He walked all around the main floor, then grabbed her bags and walked up the stairs. Caleb knew he was violating about 10 of Mrs. Marin's house rules about being in the same room when she isn't home, but he just wanted to make sure she was alright.
He walked towards her bedroom and notice that no one was in there, so Caleb placed them on her bed. Caleb looked around the room and smiled at all the pictures she had on the wall, mostly her and her friends from this past summer. Some from when she was real little. Oddly though there weren't many family photos. He knew her dad was out of the picture but Hanna didn't like talking about him much. Then he heard a noise coming from the bathroom. Caleb quickly left the room and knocked lightly on the bathroom door. "Hans, you in there?" "Go away." Caleb rolled his eyes and went back to her room and grabbed one of the bobby-pins sitting on her desk and went back to the outside of the bathroom door. He picked the lock and paused before turning it. "Hanna, I am coming in. If you are naked better find a towel….or don't." He opened the door quick but stopped dead in his tracks at the doorway. He couldn't believe what he was seeing.
Hanna knew this looked bad. And having Caleb back home didn't make it much easier. She knew that she had to get used to it, but A wasn't showing any sympathy about it either. So when Caleb picked the bathroom lock and found her hovering the toilet she knew what he was thinking, "Oh my god, what an unattractive girl vomiting in front of me, apparently she isn't as perfect as I thought she was." Hanna tried to avoid eye contact, so she wiped her chin and sat down next to the toilet with her arms wrapped around her legs. Caleb slowly walked over and sat on the tub. They sat in silence for what seemed like hours before Caleb spoke. "How long?" Hanna shut her eyes and looked away from the question. Sighed heavily, while looking down in her lap and said "Since my parents got divorced. My dad left for a better, prettier, thinner daughter and a richer wife." Caleb's jaw tightened and Hanna still didn't want to look at him. "I stopped when my mom sent me away to fat camp for 5 summers. But when you left she starting thinking there was something wrong with me, like I was disappointing her or something for not going back to Sean and then….I tried. And…I started feeling that pain again." Tears were rolling down her face and she was biting her lip, she couldn't finish she was talking in circles. Caleb moved in front of her, took the toothbrush out of her hands and pulled her into a deep hug. Kissing the top of her head while she sobbed into his shirt he said "I didn't fall in love with a Barbie, I fell in love with Hanna Marin." Hanna pulled away still sobbing he looked into her blue eyes and finished, " A pretty, smart, and clever girl. Who yes has dealt with more pain then a girl should, but she would never let anyone get to her. That's the Hanna I love. And I am telling you right now, this Hanna…I refuse to love." Hanna smiled at his words. "I told you to go away." Caleb chuckled at her ability to finally make a joke, "Well I am not sure if you noticed but I don't want to go anywhere. Not now, not ever. Anymore. That's my promise." Hanna nodded, he lifted his thumb and whipped the tears off her cheeks, then leaned in slowly for a kiss.
When they pulled away Caleb looked at her for a moment, taking in what her face looked like then said, "I want you to make me a promise." Hanna kinked an eyebrow, "Anything." Caleb's face and eyes went serious. "Please don't do this anymore, and if you ever feel that empty lonely feeling again talk to me before you loose your lunch again. I mean it Hanna-next time I will take you to go see someone. Please promise me." Hanna looked down at his hands over hers before speaking, "Okay." Caleb's lips crashed over hers, he picked her off the ground and carried her out of the bathroom and off to her bedroom without breaking the kiss, Caleb kicked the door shut behind them and collapsed on to the bed, promises and all.
Your parents say everything is your fault.
But they don't know you like I do-they don't know you at all.
I'm so sick of when they say "It's just a faze you'll be okay. You're fine."
But I know it's a lie.
This is the last night you'll spend alone, look me in the eyes so I know you know.
I'm everywhere you want me to be. This is the last night you'll spend alone, I'll
Wrap you in my arms and I won't let go. I'm everything you want me to be.
The lat night away from me…
The night is so long when everything's so wrong
If you give me your hand I'll help you hold on. Tonight, Tonight.
This is the last night you'll spend alone, look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be. The last night you'll spend alone I'll wrap you
In my arms and I won't let go. I'm everything you need me to be.
I won't let you say good-bye & I'll be your reason why.
The last night away from me.
Away from me…