I love the feeling you get
When it seems like no one cares,
When it seems like everyone's against you
And there no reason why.
It makes you feel so alone.
Enough you want to cry.
But no one ever listens
And no one ever tries.
You got nothing to do
But lay down and cry.
And I love also
The feeling you get
When all your life you've been yelled at
for the stuff you didn't even do.
You try to look happy
So no one knows the truth.
Because under the lies you live
the truths about to come lose
The truth that your depressed
The fact that you feel alone.
You feel so sad and alone
That you become so stressed out.
You got no way to relive it
So you hide your wrist
To cover up what you've done to them
the scars you tried to hide.
And I love this feeling I have
Like it seems like no one understands.
That its because of you.
I just want to lay down and die.
Its because of what you put me through
That I imagine all these things.
And the thoughts I imagine are
My blowing out my brains
Yes this is how I really feel.
I bet your in disbelieve.
Because that smiling little girl
You've seen your whole life
Is hiding the fact that she
wants to just die!
And if you want to know who to blame
Just go to a mirror and look
Because the ones doing this to me
has been you all along.