And there she goes as she passes by me... I try not to look her way or stare a bit too long. That smell... Is it her hair or just the wonderful scent of her being? She leaves flutters in my stomach. This feeling, it feels so right and yet so wrong... "Uhh? Planet earth calling?" Jade looks at me concerned as we stood by our lockers. "Huh? Oh just got alot on my mind, Hun" I say not looking directly into her eyes. A wave of overwhelming guilt washes me onto the shore. "You've been spacing out lately. Should I be worried?"Yes. "No of course not". "Whenever you're ready to talk just know that I'm here". Jade said as we walked towards our friends.

And that's when I saw her yet again sitting with Andre. The room seems a bit smaller and butterflies burst out of their cocoons in my stomach once more. This is just agony... Torture. How come Andre gets such privilege to remain at her side so frequently? " Hey guys!" says a redheaded girl... Oh yea... I mean Cat. "Dude you don't look too good" Andre says referring to me. Jade looks at me again with worry. "I...got to go to the bathroom" I panicked and turned away. " Yea... To let go some big ones..." I heard Andre laugh. Cat and Tori laughed and at the same time shared their disgust with his statement. Is it wrong to be in a good relationship with one girl and have feelings for another? The more I see Tori the more my desire grows for her, the more I want to do something about it... But what?

Later in Sikowitz Class

"Hello, my minions! As you know we have that dreaded Shakespearian project coming up and now it is time to set up the pairs and topics, " Sikowitz yelled for no apparent reason. "Jade and Andre, Romeo and Juliet. Tori and Beck, Hamlet. Cat and Robbie, Midsummer nights dream. Everyone else is unimportant!" I smiled so big... I hope no one noticed... I never thought I'd think this but... Thank you Sikowitz!

End of class

"Hey Tori" her beautiful face turns toward me. "Oh hey Beck, what's up?" Uh.. What do I say? "Hey guys!" Grr... Where does this dude come from? It's like he has Tori-radar!"Hey!" I awkwardly yelled. Tori and Andre stared at me like I'm psychotic. I shook my head and started to walk way. " Now that's some diarrhea aftermath" I heard Andre say as Tori burst out laughing.

Andre may be my best friend but he is just in the way! But then again he is Tori's best friend and he can help me win her over. I'm not ready to tell anyone my feelings yet not even Andre.. I'm too afraid that Jade might find out. But meeting Tori in privacy is inevitable now. With patience I know I'll get my chance.

Next day at school

"Tori when are we meeting to practice this annoying scene?" Beck asked looking annoyed. " Haha. How about after school? Let's just get it out of the way," I told him. He started what looked like daydreaming. It is clear that something is definitely affecting him. "Um, Beck?" "Oh right at your place or mine?" he asked with a little too much enthusiasm. Beck may be cute but he sure is acting weird. " My place... Is everything ok with you?" "Everything's perfect Tori. Meet up with you after school," he said as he walked away in his nonchalant attitude. I hope Jade is being civil with the situation that Sikowitz put Beck and I in. "Tor!" I turned around to see Andre. "Andre!" we laughed. "I think my scene with Jade would be so awkward. The girl is so tense!"

I laughed.

"Did you guys practice yet?"

"Yeah but she keeps delaying the kissing scene.. Not that I blame her. She's acting weird."

"See that's normal for Jade but Beck has been acting weird too"

"Weird people are attracted to one another"

I giggled and then said "Makes sense," as we walked into class.

Tori's House

"Welcome to my humble home" I said over-dramatically. "Nice, I like" he said admiring his surroundings "Well, let's get this over with…" I turned to face him and his face was so close to mine. He was staring so deep into my eyes it was as if he was searching for my soul. "Beck?" I whispered questioningly. His face leaned in towards me. I close my eyes to prepare for the kiss. His lips touched mine. He broke away and then looked at me to see my acceptance. His hands grabbed the back of my head and smashed my lips onto his. He pushed his tongue on my lip as an attempt to enter my mouth. I let him. His tongue went in and out of my mouth. He had such desire for me. Me? It was overwhelming. I was still in shock. I always had a little crush on him but I never thought that he liked me. Especially because of Jade. He finally stopped and we were breathing heavily. We stared at each other both wondering what to say next.

This is my first fanfic! Please Review! I would like any advice! :-)