A/N: I'm not native English speaker so please be kind to this story. I DO NOT own Castle or Castle characters.

When Castle was dragged into tent to me, I got up and I looked at him frightened. For a moment we looked at each other and then we sat down on the bench. I was scared, but I tried to make it invisible. Castle sat opposite me and said nothing. After a moment of silence he broke it.
"What about you and Josh?" he asked.
"He is gone. Saving the world," I said.
"Do you miss him?"
"I don't know. In the beginning I liked that he's away, but now I need more. I wished I had someone who would be there for me and I could be there for him and we could just dive into it together," I said, and I sat down to Rick. He grabbed my hand and smiled.

"I'm here and I always will," he said and squeezed my hand.
Then they told us we could go. Then we continued in investigation. In the evening we went to warehouse where we thought we could find something. When we started to browse the warehouse, we found the car. We opened the back door and we saw a bomb. It was on the timer. We looked at each other and suddenly we heard shots. We hid in the corner. I saw the open door and I showed to Castle to run there, while I will defend us. We did it the way I said. When we were behind closed doors, we knew where we were. Then someone locked the door. I was scared, but I still tried to stay strong. Castle showed me a corpse. At the end of the freezer lay dead body. It was cold and we just looked at each other blankly. In our eyes we were seeing the fear of our death and the death of citizens in New York.