Ok , so I don't really know who's gonna be interested in this, but I added a few flashbacks and reworked it a bit, I changed it a bit in order to use it for a school assignment :) So anyway, enjoy! Also I was considering doing a longer story, about the backstory to this, and I was wondering who would be interested? Let me know in your reviews

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It wasn't supposed to end like this. This past week, especially today, had been a challenge. She supposed that in the deep recesses of her mind she had locked away the fantasy that one day they would run away together, they would escape the constraints of the world surrounding them. Just like they had promised each other in their youth. Looking around, she absorbed the somber people in their midnight clothing. Each completing the outfit with uniform looks; looks of sadness and sympathy. Sympathy for her. Suddenly feeling the need to escape the sympathetic looks, she walked towards an empty space slightly away from the crowd. Away from watching eyes, she once again observed the crowd, her eyes constantly searching.

They had met at a party arranged by her socialite grandparents, who were always eager for her to find "a nice, young man who will take care of you". Of course, this "nice, young man" also had to be from a decent family, which in her grandparents eyes of course meant old money and a socialite family. Their eyes had met across the crowded room, full of well-dressed men and glamorous women. She had been struck by the piercing blue of his eyes and by the way they seemed to penetrate through to her soul. It was an instant connection. He had soon sought her out in the crowd, his eyes never leaving hers. Recognising a similar discomfort in their setting in her eyes, he had held out his hand to her, before leading her out the door and away from the party.

Finding his parents, she stopped to watch their movements, their emotions. His father was leaning heavily on his mother. Lost with grief, he wept for the loss of a son, an only child. Remembering the good times that had been held in his son's childhood, playing games in the backyard and teaching his son the rules of all the sports. As she turned to look at his mother, she found it quite strange that the wife was comforting the husband and not the other way around. His mother seemed to have not yet come to grips with the latest turn of events. Her movements were involuntary and her eyes were lost in thought. A parent is never meant to outlive a child; it did not seem to follow the natural course of events. As his mother caught her eye she became aware that she had been staring. His mother's blank eyes became filled with sympathy; so much like the others she had seen facing her that day.

Their parents had naturally approved of them. At first. On paper they were the perfect couple. The ideal union of two powerful families. Upon the first meeting between the two sets of families, wedding details were immediately discussed. This frightened her. They had only been dating for 3 months and while they were an amazing three months, she still had things to do, places to see and dreams to seek before settling down. Sensing her fear, he had leaned over a grasped her hand, giving her a comforting smile and kiss to her temple. The two mothers had immediately cooed over the show of affection, before returning to their plans.

Thinking back to that memory brought a small smile to her face. At that point she thought he understood how important her dreams were to her. She had shared them with her and he had encouraged her to seek them. It's funny how clear things seem in retrospect. At that point, maybe she should have read between the lines, seen that he was encouraging her to seek her dreams, as long as he remained in her life, as long as he stayed by her side and was her priority.

As she saw her own mother approach her, she carefully composed herself. Compartmentalizing her thoughts, locking some of them away so they could be processed later.

"Sweetheart, you should eat something," her mother said to her softly.

"I will it's just…" she slowly trailed off. Giving a soft smile she gave an answer which she hoped would sate her mother, "I don't seem to have an appetite but I will eat when I get home."

Needing to be alone, she wanted nothing more than to finish this halted conversation with her mother. She could see the same sympathy radiating from her mother's eyes and it seemed to suffocate her.

"I just need to be alone, if you don't really mind Mum. I need….time," she stated slowly.

"Alright then sweetie, but remember call me if you need anything. Anything at all."

With that her mother gave her one last soft smile, with that suffocating sympathy still emanating from her, and retreated back into the midnight crowd. Watching as her mother's retreating back disappeared slowly; she inhaled deeply, finding a bench to sit on. She hadn't cried, she realised slowly. It wasn't that she hadn't cared for him; it was just that…god she didn't know why she hadn't cried. Maybe she was still in the stage of denial. Thinking back she remembered the last conversation they had. Or rather the last argument.

"It's the opportunity of a lifetime, why can't you understand that?" she yelled at him.

"I thought you were happy here, with your job and your family close by," he retaliated. Continuing more softly, he said, "I thought you were happy with me."

"I am happy with you! But this is just something I have to do. Don't you understand that?"

"I do, but I just…"

"You just what?"

"I just want you here, with me."

"I'll still be yours…"

"No you won't. We can't do this long distance relationship thing. You know that. It will never work. I'll miss you, you'll miss me and then we'll begin to doubt each other. What's a relationship without trust?"

"You don't trust me! I love you! You and only you!"

"Then why won't you stay with me?"

"I just can't." At that point she could no longer bear to look into his eyes. His beautiful blue eyes which she had always loved. There was just too much sadness there now. Sadness that she had caused.

"Then I can't", he replied, his tone sounding odd and unlike him. He sounded defeated.

"So you're just ending this, right here right now. You don't even want to try?"

"I just can't. This job in London is obviously very important to you, so just…go."

Suddenly angry at his inability to even try to maintain their relationship, to see her point of view, she decided to do exactly what he told her to. She left, grabbing her small suitcase and walking out of the life they had made after 3 amazing years together. Walking away from the love her life.

Maybe if she had held her temper and reasoned with him, she wouldn't be in this situation now. Maybe if she'd seen the small velvet box he had been clenching in his pocket, she wouldn't have left. His mother had given her the box upon her arrival at this particular event. The ring now hung on her necklace. It didn't seem appropriate to wear it on her finger. Accompanying the small velvet box which his mother handed her was a letter. His mother had then given her the wise advice of telling her not to read it until she got home. Reaching into her pocket, she carefully fingered the small envelope. Making up her mind, she left the depressing occasion, choosing instead to read his letter.

Upon her arrival at her mother's house, she walked to her old room and closed the door, immensely curious about the contents of the letter. As she read it slowly, she began to cry. The tears which the midnight crowd had been expecting all day finally fell. Her hand became limp and the letter dropped to the floor. The noise resonated in the silence, the sound deafening in her ears. Curling up into a small ball on her bed, she pulled the chain from her neck, placed the ring onto her finger and wept.

Dearest Mary,

I am so sorry for what I said that night. I have been a wreck without you and I would take it all back if I could. But I can't, and the things which conspired between us must forever remain that way. I suppose if you're reading this, it means I did it. I couldn't stay here, anywhere here. It hurt too much too stay. I'm sorry. I had to leave. Just know I love you with all my heart.

Love Always, and Goodbye,

Bible Boy

Btw, please don't get your hopes up about a prequel, I find it hard to find motivation to write sometimes... So please review and tell me what you think! Even if thought it was absolutely horrible, I wanna know!