Yeah, it's another weird one from me. Was trying to study and THIS popped up instead. Curses!

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The Tohma Factor-Shuichi

12th October 2006
Time: 5.48 pm
Mood: Hungry
Weather: Sunny

Dear diary,

I am hungry.

Very, Very hungry.

And it's all Hiro's fault. I didn't get to eat any lunch today and it's all thanks to him. What happened was, we were supposed to eat the food K bought for us in the dressing room since our schedules are real tight. It was spaghetti and it reminded me of Yuki and I said so to Hiro. He just rolled his eyes and asked me why before stuffing his mouth full. Well, I told him why, and he suddenly sprayed out the half-chewed food into MY plate of spaghetti.

Was it something I said??

Anyway, there was no time to buy more food to replace my now contaminated spaghetti and that's why I didn't get to eat.

Stupid Hiro.

Yuki loves me,
Shuichi

XXX

12th October 2006
Time: 5.52 pm
Mood: Still hungry
Weather: Still sunny.

Dear diary,

I figured out why Hiro choked on his spaghetti now. He's just jealous coz' Yuki's more flexible than he is.

Oops, Yuki's here to pick me up. Gotta go.

Stupid Hiro.

Yuki loves me,
Shuichi

XXX

25th October 2006
Time: 8.45 pm
Mood: Freaked out
Weather: Rainy

Dear diary,

I'm sorry for not writing in you lately! It's been really busy…

And Tohma is acting weird.

For the past few days now, he's been staring at me in this creepy way. As in CREEPY creepy. Very, very extremely supremely creepy.

He usually spends ANY time we have together smiling at me in that…freaky way and speaking to me in his scarily polite voice. (that man even calls me SAN for crying out loud!)

Anyway, he's creepier than usual because he doesn't talk at me anymore! Okay, okay. So, maybe I'm a more than a teensy bit glad he's not nicely telling me what a loud, stressful, immature burden I am to his beloved Yuki anymore but still! I mean, that devil incarnate doesn't even SMILE at me anymore. Same with his talking, I'm glad he doesn't plague my worst nightmares with 'The Smile' anymore. I should be glad, right?

WRONG!!

He doesn't smile or talk to me; all he does is STARE at me!! What is wrong with him???

Yuki loves me,
Shuichi

XXX

26th October 2006
Time: 12.36 am
Mood: Still freaked out
Weather: ...um…dark…?

Dear diary,

Can't sleep. Every time I close my eyes, the image of Tohma looking me up and down in that strange, assessing way with that unreadable expression pops up. Come to think of it, when he thinks I'm not looking at him, he gets this serious look on his face, as if he's debating on telling me something. And I notice he's being even more persistent with Yuki than usual lately. Oh God. It can't be what I think it is…can it??

NUOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Yuki loves me,
Shuichi

XXX

26th October 2006 Time: 8.20 pm
Mood: Suspicious
Weather: Who cares?

Dear diary,

It's after dinner and I'm in the living room, watching Nittle Grasper's latest music video. Except that I couldn't make myself continue watching after the first 20 seconds.

Great, just great. Now I can't even watch Sakuma-sama sing anymore because I seem to have developed a phobia for Tohma's face.

Yuki's holed up in his study, probably typing as usual. I've been so freaked out by Tohma I haven't really been paying attention to Yuki lately. That reminds me-Yuki's been looking distracted and worrying about something as well. And he's been spending time with Tohma A LOT. He thinks I don't know but hey, even I know what caller ID's are.

Just the other day, I barged into him when he was alone with Tohma. Tohma just stared at me in that you-are-intruding-on-a-private-moment look while Yuki looked flustered and immediately stopped his discussion, which means the world is ending because Yuki do NOT get flustered.

Either that, or Yuki is ill. Terminally ill. And dying. Soon.

…………………

Yuki!! Don't die on me!!!!

Yuki loves me,
Shuichi

XXX

26th October 2006
Time: 8.34 pm
Mood: Neglected
Weather: Just look out of the window and find out for yourself. Geez. Do I have to tell you everything? What are you anyway? My mother??

Dear diary,

I'm standing right outside Yuki's study right now. I think Tohma's been influencing him too much because he was just staring at his laptop blankly without typing anything. Is there some kind of new infectious Staring-Itis disease I don't know about??

Really, Yuki seems to be kind of ignoring me lately. Whether I talk to him, his eyes get all shifty and he makes some kind of excuse to get away from me. He hasn't even been asking for sex from me lately. Not that he ever asks. Maybe he really IS ill.

Sheesh, what am I supposed to do? Obviously I can't possibly say "Oi, you. Get your ass in the bedroom. Pronto."

…………………

I'll go try that now.

Yuki loves me,
Shuichi

XXX

26th October 2006
Time: 8.37 pm
Mood: O.o
Weather: Up yours.

Dear diary,

Yuki just looked at me funny when I tried that line. He kicked me out of his study without saying anything and locked the door.

…………………

Maybe I should have added a 'please'?

Yuki's a schizo and so am I,
Shuichi

XXX

26th October 2006
Time: 11.45 pm
Mood: WTH??
Weather: $(&)!!?

Dear diary,

It's all making sense now. How could I be so dense?? Tohma staring at me in that triumphant way all the time, Yuki twitchy and –if I dare say it- nervous, Tohma and Yuki spending so much time together, Yuki looking almost guilty after talking with Tohma, Yuki not asking for sex…

OH MY –BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP-!!!!! (please insert foul language here. Thank you.)

DIE TOHMA DIE!!!,
Shuichi

XXX

28th October 2006
Time: 7.47 pm
Mood: Hysterical
Weather: Sorry mommy, I kind of don't give a damn.

Dear diary,

I can't take it anymore. At first I pretended not to see it and carry on as though everything's fine. But I can't deny reality anymore. Tohma's been smirking like Yuki and Yuki's been speaking to me in that polite, thoughtful, SWEET (urgh!!) way like Tohma. They're definitely having some sort of conspiracy involving me and are worried about how I'll take it.

And Yuki has started hiding his receipts.

Right. This has to stop. Will confront Yuki now and tell him I will never ever agree to Tohma's sick idea. I just know it was Tohma's. Yuki would never betray me. Not completely anyway.

Wish me luck.

YUKI. IS. MINE.,
Shuichi

Yuki was sitting in his study when Shuichi came barrelling into the room.

The blond, who had earlier been frowning and lost in his thoughts, whipped around to stare at his pink-haired lover in surprise. Shuichi was breathing heavily, eyes burning with an unidentified emotion. He took a few deep gulps of breaths, never looking away from Yuki's golden eyes. Before the poor man could say anything, Shuichi hurriedly cut in and shouted adamantly, folding his arms into a stubborn pose.

"I WON'T AGREE TO A THREESOME WITH TOHMA!!"

Anybody interested in knowing what is really going on with Tohma and Yuki? Lol. This is supposed to be a one-shot but I'll write a second part from Yuki's POV if this is well-liked enough. Heh heh. Well then, please review!