Ciel's dreams
He would never look at Ciel as he wanted him to , he still thinks of him as a child this bothered Ciel most about Sebastian. Every other part of Sebastian seemed perfect to Ciel. The only place he gets the treatment from Sebastian he wants seems to be in his dreams. Ciel closed his tired eyes to descend into that place where Sebastian loved him back. The perfect place. His perfect place. As reality falls away Ciel grows to an age he deems adequate for Sebastian where he doesn't have to awkwardly tilt his head up just to see his fine face but where he can still keep his boyish charm and stand on his toes to softly caress Sebastian's lips with his. Sebastian of course stays the same. Stays perfect. They are in the big office in Ciel's mansion , Ciel dressed in only one of Sebastian's big white shirts, lazily slugged in the big brown chair and Sebastian leaning over him. Sebastian starts by gently kissing Ciel but as lust overtakes him his kisses becomes more urgent and hard he then picks ciel up his hands grazing Ciel's naked body and sits on the chair himself. Ciel is sweetly curled up in Sebastian's lap ,like a kitten, caressing Sebastian's neck with his kisses and slowly moving down as he unbuttons Sebastian's perfectly ironed shirt. Ciel's body becomes a playground for Sebastian's hands. Purr. Ciel could've sworn he just purred from pleasure. Ciel finally finished unbuttoning the shirt and pulled back a moment to stare in awe at Sebastian's perfectly chiselled chest. Perfect. He couldn't stop himself he had to know every piece of Sebastian's body and he ran his hands across his muscles being vaguely aware that he can't really feel anything at all. This irritated him most of all doesn't matter how vivid his dreams were he was always aware that this isn't reality he was never going to know the real feeling of that godlike body.
Sebastian peers down at Ciel's cute sleeping face , he kneels down, steels a kiss and walks away with a tear soaking face. The sad truth, Sebastian thinks, is that this is impractical, impossible, even if Ciel thinks of him as he thinks of Ciel , Sebastian is a demon craving ciel's soul. His beautiful, mature, strong dark soul. Never before has Sebastion seen a soul more delicious than his but he is willing to give that up just to be with Ciel. Just to see him happy but the inevitable is that with ciel's happiness comes his destruction.