I know I should be writting my oter three stories, but I have yet to be insprired and I have writters block for What is love I know what I want to do I just don't know how to get there.

And I have the chapter planed for The trick is to keep breathing but when I read the Second time series I got inspired for this story.

'Love Hurts' Chapter one "Love The Way You Lie"

It started off as a drunken mistake for Quinn, but for me it was like really finding out what love is. I gave myself to Quinn without question. I let her take the three things fom me that I told myself I would always keep sacred, my virginity, my heart and soul. After the first night I thought Quinn felt the same way. The way she would kiss me and make love to me, but after the second time she would scowl at me and call me names saying it was my fault, and that she doesn't want me that way that she's actually repulsed by me. She started crying and I figured all the things she said was just her being scared about how she felt so I held her when she kept trying to pull away. Finally she settled then shoved me against the wall taking me once more.

The next day at school while I was grabbing my books she slammed my locker while my fingers were still on the edge and got crushed by the slam of her fist to the locker.

Just gonna stand there/ And watch me burn/ But that's alright/ Because I like/ The way it hurts

Finn and Puck had to prie open the locker and it turned out my fingers (my ring, middle and pointer) appeared to be broken. Finn kept yelling at Quinn but she told him to shut up, and Puck just looked shocked even though I could see the pain in her eyes. Quinn shook it off and looked at me and whispered in my ear "I hate you, your nothing, but a fag who actually thinks she has a shot at fame" Quinn scoffed saying "Please you have nothing to offer...you tried to turn me into one of you and it's not happening. Never mention this to anyone." With that Quinn slushied me by taking the one in Jewfros hand. "Quinn." I breathed out feeling my heart break and shatter along with my now broken fingers. For a moment Quinn looked at what she had really done to me. Everyone looked at her in either shock or disgust. Quinn sucked in her breath and turned to leave. As I fell to the floor sobbing Noah sat next to me as did the rest of glee holding me. Even Santana held me and Brittney cried with me. She hatted seeing someone hurt, more than she hatted seeing ducks being killed by hunters.

Just gonna stand there/ And hear me cry/ But that's alright/ Because I love The way you lie

I kept my blurred gaze on Quinn letting my sobbs stop when she noticed how broken I was. I was so hurt and broken.

I can't tell you what it really is/ I can only tell you what it feels like/ And right now there's a steel knife In my windpipe/ I can't breathe

I felt a steel knife in my wind pipe as eminem put it, it felt like all the air had caught in my throat as if it was one of those scenes in a action movie where someone gets stabbed or shot and you can see all the pain in their eyes. I felt my heart sink, and for the last time and first time I whispered "I love you."