I just turned 18 and moved into college. I am a blond with blue eyes, having his mind fascinated by the extraordinary.
I wasn't fan of school or anything material, still... i am not. I would always go and sneak information about space, astrology, spells, spirituality. I didn't want to share my thoughts with people, because they might have thought i am a weirdo and make me the outsider. In fact, i somehow managed doing it without opening my mouth. Maybe it was the fact that i was anti-social... but it wasn't that i hated people. It was more like covering my back. Anyone who was willing to chat with me, was welcome.
And since i didn't have any communication with my previous mates, they thought i was dumb and incapable of doing anything.
Guess it was due to not sharing my abilities...
Eventually higschool ended and now i moved here... into the college. My dream was to study psychology but my parents, especially father, made me go with economics. Something that i really sucked at.
He has bussiness, so being the only kid, everything will go on me.
His work was fine and easy to be done, but it wasn't my passion. It was rather his, trying to make it mine.
My parents are divorced which made me very sensitive over the years. They had fights and i witnessed some not as pleasing scenes as they should be. This whole journey made me very picky and i had troubles trusting people. I was kinda suspicious, but yet naive deep down in my heart.
I really enjoyed being around people, yet was scared that they could hurt me.
I was always split in two.
It was a constant fight between mind and heart.
But now.. with the new begining and a new college...
i hope that things would change,
eventually...