Disclaimer: I don´t own Kingdom Hearts.

Diferent Names, Diferent Fate

By: The Guy Who Never Was

"Different name; same fate," I find myself saying, as the boy denies being Roxas.

But what fate? The moonlight shines through the window, and it is no common moonlight. It´s Kingdom Hearts.

Kingdom Hearts. That was what the Superior wanted. It´s been all we have fought for. If it will bring the Superior closer to his heart, one more fight is nothing.

It´s too late for them, right? Kingdom Hearts is complete. Even if I die, we have won. Because the Superior will not die.

There is nothing to lose. That´s what I convince myself.

As the battle begins, I go mad.

And I don´t know why.

Partly, it is the moon, but the moon does not take me this far.

Why does this kid make me so furious?

Is it because he wants to kill the Superior? Yes, that was it. He wants to harm him, just because a mage, a mouse, and an old man told him to.

But it have had it´s good parts, too. Thanks to him, now it is only the Superior and me.

And what other reason could it be? After all, I am happy. I will never show it, it´s a sign of weakness that only the likes of Demyx would show, but as long as the Superior is with me, I´ll be happy.

Because he does love me.

The battle begins and everything gets hazy. I cut and slash and crush everything that moves. I lost track of all pain and all damage inflicted to me.

Because there´s no need to feel pain. Not if I´m fighting for the Superior.

Without realizing it, I am on my knees.

I watch that moon, the same moon the Superior longs for, and I feel...sad.

"Kingdom Hearts...give me back...my heart" I do not need a heart. The Superior is my own heart.

But maybe, if I do get my real heart, it will be able to keep me fighting; to stop the kid.

And to give him my heart, just in case the Superior doesn´t find his.

Suddenly, I finally understand. I understand why I hate that brat.

It´s because he, as Roxas, has someone who loves them.

And that also is why I hate Axel.

Because their love is returned.

I want the Superior to have a heart more than ever. I can´t stop thinking that maybe, just maybe, if he has one, he´ll be able to love me.

Or miss me.

But right now all I can do is hope, hope to be happy at the end.

But hope is shattered by reality.

Even so, as long as the Superior has a happy ending, I will have mine.

Xenmas. Saïx. Different names. Different fate.

Well, there it is. I am not a great fan of the Saïx/Xenmas pairing, but I do like it. Know I know it was not the greatest thing, and it was really short, but if one person actually likes it, then it was worth it. If you liked it, please leave a review.

I think Saïx sounded pretty OOC, but it´s not bad. I actually enjoyed writing this, though I wrote it considerably fast. Maybe if I take my time next time, I will be able to do a decent work.