I've wrote fan fiction before but this is the first time posting it on here. Sorry about spelling and grammer mistakes and sorry its short. I hope you like it and reviews are nice. I just want to say I love lady Dudley and hansprinsessa's true blood paric fanfics, I read them all the time over and over again and its inspired me to write my own fan fictions so thank you =)
Eric sat in his office as he thought about Pam. Oh how he longed for her.. It had been nearly 15 years since she left. 15 years since his world came crumbling down around him. 15 years since he lost his everything; his pam. He had been a fool to have ever looked at Sookie Stackhouse, what had he been thinking? Oh that's right, he wasn't, because he was cursed and he was not himself. But even before he was cursed, something was different about him an pam. A deep rift that he now knows, would never be fixed. He wish he could've, because if he did - he probably wouldn't be where he is right now, sitting alone in his office miserably, while doing paperwork he didn't really have to do, but it was better than sitting around moping about pam. Yet he always did. No matter what he did, or no matter how hard he tried, he could never get her out of his head. She was suppose to be at his side, not somewhere, probably halfway around the world trying to stay away from him. He knew he hurt her, but he didn't know how badly the hurt truly was until she left. No matter what he did, or said, or how much shit he put her through, she was always there and he just expected her to always be there, but everyone has a breaking point; even Pam. He just wished he could've told her how sorry he was and how much he loved her before she left. He wished so much that she knew that. He would do anything to have her in his arms again and hold her and never ever let her go, and tell her and show her just how much he loved her. He was hers and she was his. She belonged to him, at his side. She was his progeny, his best friend, his lover, his wife, his soul mate. The other half to his whole and he would never be whole without her, and right here in this moment right now, he has never felt more empty, and he knew it was his own fault. He banished her from his side, he threatened to kill her, and he would never ever forgive himself for it. He didn't deserve forgiveness, he didn't deserve HER. He never would. All her undying love and loyalty wasted by his own idiocy. He fell for the wrong girl, who he thought was the love of his life, but it turns out the love of his life was right beside his the whole time. He just wished he realized that before he wasted his time with a fucking faery. Before he drove Pam away.. He loved her and he always would, and he hopes one day, if she comes back to him, he can prove just that. He would wait for her, he would wait forever for her. As he stared at the picture frame on his desk with the picture of his Pamela inside it, he smiled sadly and muttered to himself "I'm still waiting for you and I always will, but I would very much appreciate if you would hurry up"