Can't fight these feelings By Blueangel069

Chapter 1: New Beginnings

The plane landed on the runway in a smooth motion The hatch door opened and the first person that was off the plane was Jude Harrison, Instant Star winner of last year. She walked down the plane steps, taking a deep breath of Toronto air. She had finally made it back home, after 6 months of being on tour. She had a great time despite it being a small tour. More fun than she would have imagined. Though she was still slightly tired and as a result had slept all the way home.

She only wished that she had someone to share that fun with. Sure she had E.J, one very pissed off Darius (since she didn't go on the Shay tour) & Spiederman, but they weren't really the type to actually share her fun. Some one like Ka or Tommy (no she wasn't going to go there) or perhaps Jaime. Suddenly a smile overtook her face. She remember Jaime told her last night that he would pick her up at the airport.

She ran the rest of the way towards the inside. It was crowded. She couldn't se how she was going to find Jaime in this crowd.

"Looking for me?" A voice called out. A smile broke out over her face. She spun around and there was Jaime himself. "Jamie!" she squealed as she ran straight in his arms and gave him the biggest hug ever. Strangely, she felt…home. "I have missed you like insanely," she whispered in his neck.

"The feeling's mutual," he said as he set her back on the ground. She looked into his chocolate-y familiar brown eyes that were one of his best features. She realized he didn't have his glasses on. "Where are your glasses Jaime?" He smiled a knowing smile. "Well, I kinda...gotten contacts. I figured, change is good right?" They started to walk side by side, heading out of the airport. "Soo, how was your trip?" he asked. She smiled. "It was unbelievable, the best. I'm glad I decided to go on my own tour. I only wish that you were there."

"Me too." His eyes turned serious and suddenly without warning, he leaned down and kissed her. Jude was sort of surprised, but not to much since Jamie had a habit of kissing her unexpectedly.

It was mind blowing- only not for her. She just sot of stood here while he kissed her until she started to respond half heartedly. Finally it ended. Jamie looked as if her were in heaven. Jude couldn't say the same for herself. Luckily to prevent her from speaking, her cell rang. She looked at her LCD screen and smiled.

In Jaime's Car

"So, what's been going on since I've left?" Jude asked, eager to hear about everyone. She hadn't pretty much kept up with everyone while she was gone.

"Well I got a letter from Kat, surprise, surprise mostly for me to update to you since she knew you'd probably get back before she did. She's coming back Monday . She said she's having lots of fun and can't wait to talk to you when she gets back."

"I'm glad se got that internship. There's no one more deserving of it than Kat. She puts effort in her designs. She has a passion for fashion. Oh before I forget, you'll never believe who showed up at one of my nightclub performances."

"Who?"

"My Dad." Jamie took his eyes briefly off the road to look at her. "How did that go?" Jude sighed. "I can't really stay mad at him-at them- forever. I mean, not everyone stays together forever. I was just naïve enough to believe they could work around my dad cheating. But before that they were always arguing. Sadie would always blame me, saying they were fighting because of me. By the way did Sadie get back from her trip from Europe?" Jaime looked nervously towards her way. "Um,…yeah, she had gotten back a few days ago." Jude frowned and looked at Jaime closely. "Jaime, why do I have the feeling that you're hiding something?" Jaime looked quickly her way. "Hiding? I'm not hiding anything." To both of them his voice sounded squeaky. "Jude smiled wryly. "Jamie , you never was a good liar. Now tell me right now." Jamie sighed. "Let's just say that Sadie wasn't alone when she came back from Europe." Jude frowned. " What, one of her friends or…" Jamie kept looking gat her. Then realization dawned on her. "You mean Tommy was with her?" Jaime's look said it all. A lump settled in her throat. "oh.., well, um…Just because he wanted to go with Sadie instead of my tour doesn't matter a bit…I mean it doesn't matter he's my producer…"

"Screw him," replied Jaime. "Yeah, screw him and Sadie both." She forced a smile but couldn't stop the heaviness in her heart. Jaime started talking to her about various things but she only listened half heartedly. She still couldn't figure out how Tommy would fall for Sadie. Probably because she looks like Barbie herself, she figured. Why was it that guys fell for the ones that looked like fashion models or such? They don't recognize some of them as the heartless bitches they were. Sadie was a total heartless bitch though, she thought. She's just used to being the center of attention.

"Hello, Earth to Jude," Jaime waved a hand in front of her face. She shook her head slightly and looked at him. "Where did you go?" She shook her head. "Nowhere, why?"

"I had just asked you a question." He shook his head and he appeared slightly sad. "Never mind." Suddenly Jude came up with an idea. "I have an idea. Why don't we go to that dance club we went to last year. You had fun there didn't you?" Jamie smiled, "Sure!"

Jude walked in the house she had lived, and grown up in, for 16 years. "Mom?" She called out to the seemingly empty house, and would have believed it to be empty if not for her mom's car in the driveway. "Is that my little rock star of a daughter," her lithe voice called out. Jude smiled at her mom's playful antics. Her mom came through the kitchen door. "Why it is! It's Jude Harrison, famous rock star." She enveloped Jude in a hug. Jude rolled her eyes. "You make me out to be more famous than I already am." Victoria Harrison smiled. "You'll always be famous in my eyes."

"Oh mom, stop with the Full house moment. You still haven't been watching that have you?"

"Actually it came on half an hour ago." Jude rolled her eyes again and followed her mom into the kitchen. "You have no idea how much I've missed you, Jude," said Victoria as she sat down at the table. "Mom, this isn't the first time that I've been away from home. There were those times I went away to summer camp & guitar camp."

"Those times Sadie was with you. Now, with Sadie going to college over at MLL (A/N: I made this up. IDK if there really is a college named MLL) she isn't going to be home as much. And now its going to be just you and me." That's true, Jude realized. Sadie was going to college over in Montreal and wouldn't be as home as often. And with me and my music…mom's going to be all alone since she and dad divorced. Jude's heart went out to her mother. At least she had her music and friends. While her mom only had her work and what? Nothing, but to coming home everyday. And its not like I can spend a whole lotta time with her since sometimes she worked late at the studio. "Well that's good huh? Now we have an excuse to spend more time with each other," she said, trying to cheer her mom up. Victoria smiled. "I like the sound of that." She folded her hands on the table. "So…tell me about what went on with your tour."

"Mom, it was amazing. I had more fun than I realized. I'm glad I decided to go on my own tour."

"Things didn't go crazy, did it?" Asked Victoria. Jude smiled wryly. "Do you really have to ask that?"

"Well its nice to know these things." Jude rolled her eyes. "Well anyway…" Jude launched into her story from beginning to end, with her mom cutting in at some parts asking questions. "Mom! I'm home!" a female voice called out that Jude hadn't heard in six weeks. Her head shot up at the door which Sadie came through. When Sadie saw Jude she froze. "Jude…" she trailed off. Jude gave her a tight smile but instantly that smile dropped as she saw who was behind her. Tommy, her mind repeated. Everyone looked at each other for a few seconds then Victoria spoke. "What's with all these shopping bags, you've got poor Tommy weighed down to the floor. " She went to relieve Tommy of his burden. "Thanks, Mrs. Harrison," he replied but his eyes were on Jude. She averted her eyes. "Mom, did you seriously believed me to start my Fall semester as a college freshman without Fall clothes?" Sadie replied. "So um… Jude, how was your…um...tour?"

"It was good Sadie," she replied. Everyone was on a first name basis. That's not good, thought Jude. "So you decided to follow my advice and go on your own tour? Georgia told me" Jude's eyes snapped to his, her ice blue eyes flashed. If you hadn't gone to Europe with Sadie, you would know that already. "I didn't follow your advice Tommy. I made the decision my own." Her words sounded sharp and bitter and Tommy seemed a bit taken aback. Shows him, Jude thought.

She wanted to get out of there. Her mom seemed not to acknowledge to the whole thing, Sadie looked as if Jude were to blame for something and looked as if she tried to ignore Jude was even there and Tommy….

"Mom, I'm going to go upstairs to rest. I'm a little tired." She said standing up. "Honey, are you ok?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just with the whole tour thing…I'm still a little tired from sleeping on the plane. You don't have to check on me." She cast Tommy one last look and left the room. She could hear him talking as she left. "It's okay Mrs. Harrison. I was always tired when I came back from tour."

Tommy and Sadie was sitting on the couch in the living room. Mrs. Harrison had gone upstairs to rest. "You look upset," remarked Tommy. She looked at him. "Tommy do you still have feelings for Jude?"

"What?"

"You heard me." She had folded her arms across her chest. "It's a simple question Tommy."

"What's bringing this on? You know I care about you."

"Yes, that's the point. You always say you care for me. But you never once said you loved me. Not once. And just now, you couldn't take your eyes from Jude. And don't try to deny it because I was looking at you the whole time." Tommy sighed and stood up. "Well she just had gotten back from tour."

"That doesn't explain things." Tommy groaned. "Sadie where are you going with this?"

"I just want to be sure…"

"Hey," he said, sitting back next to her on the couch and cozying next to her. "I'm with you, that's all that matters." He kissed her to prevent her from talking anymore. Sadie gave in but a tugging still remained at the back of her brain.

Why can't Tommy say that he loves Sadie? What's going on between Jude & Jamie? Why is Jude still having these feelings for Tommy? And who is the mysterious person that called Jude's cell phone?

The Answer:

Gotta Read chapter 2 to find out

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