Well, it only makes sense.
It's only a given that he couldn't live forever, but this was too soon.
My head hurts, I don't want to think about him anymore, but I can't stop.
He just keeps appearing in my head, his smiling face, his crying face, his angry face, I can't help it.
I guess I loved him too much….and now, when I visualize him speaking, laughing, touching, singing ….. my heart hurts. It hurts so much…why did you have to leave me alone in this world?
You promised you'd wrap my scarf for me a million times over, yet now….you can't.
The though of you is killing me inside.
Please, I wish you could come back, I wish we could hold hands, I wish I could feel your breath on my neck, I wish I could touch your hair, look into your eyes, feel the heat on your body, see you, alive, well, happy…..But now it's too late.
Why did you leave before me?... Idiot