It's not that Turk doesn't see JD watching him. He does. Its hard not to when everywhere
they go someone always comments. It doesn't help that every time he turns around JD is
there staring at him with blank glassy eyes and fingers fluttering because he is seeing
something that no one else can. Turk can almost see it: Turk wearing feathers and
dancing around in some weird parody of a tribal dance that JD has only seen on Animal
Planet except that it was a monkey wearing feathers and dancing not a man. He tries not to
think abut how aware he is of what JD smells like: old spice that Turk had bought him
because JD had said that he wanted to feel a little manlier and with his pale spindly arms
it was pretty obvious to Turk that there wasn't nothing that would maybe Turk is a little too
aware of how JD sounds when he's panicking because he can't find Dr. Cox or when Turk
shows up half an hour late because he had to wait until Carla fell asleep before sneaking
off because she wants to spend some quality time with him and he knows that she is just a
little bit annoyed at how JD and Turk can communicate without words. Sometimes he feels
as though he's cheating on JD but that doesn't make any sense because although he loves JD
its only guy love between two guys and nothing more. But sometimes when he looks at JD
out of the corner of his eyes he sees a strange look in JD's eyes sad like someone kicked his
puppy. and he tries not to look into it any further because he's almost afraid of what he'll find.
And so he'll look JD in the eyes and swing his arms around his shoulders because when he
does the look disappears and if JD looks a little too guiless with eyes that used to be so open to him
then its only to be expected because they are getting older and things change, right?