This is my first time writing a dramione, and my first time writing smut.
Hope its not to terrible.
As it stands there will be 4 chapters or 5k words in total.
Oh and i dont own anything Harry Potter related :(
Half-asleep, the feeling of his calloused fingers tracing shapes on the back of my neck makes me shiver. I reach behind me and pull his hand down and hold it to my chest, above my heart.
"Yours" I mumble, "Yours forever".
I feel his naked body move closer to mine. He lays butterfly kisses in the spaces between my shoulders mumbling about the smoothness of my skin. His fingers start to gently caress my nipples as he moves ever closer.
"This needs to stop, if I get much closer; you will get hurt."
My world stopped. He doesn't want this. He doesn't want me.
"You don't want me." It wasn't a question, but I had to say it aloud as to confirm it.
His gaze intensified and he growled in anger.
"I'll always want you Granger, that's the problem".
"If you want me, then take me. I'm yours".
That was the first time. In a classroom over the desk, he took me, he made me his. His forever. But no matter how hard I pull he still pushes me away. His body may get close but part of him is far away. In a place that I just can't reach.
I feel his hardness as it nudges against my upper thigh. Slightly more awake now I let go of this hand which is now pulling on my hard nipples, and reach behind to grab him. He sighs, his head between my shoulder blades as I guide him into me.
We rock slowly, moaning each other's names as we make love for the second time tonight.
He withdraws himself from me and I feel an emptiness I only ever feel when he's not near. In one fluid movement he rolls me over so I'm lying on my front. He then props up my ass with a few pillows. Turning my head round I see an almost devilish smile. He grips my shoulders and plunges his whole length back into me. I moan loudly, feeling completely filled. In an instant he pulls back out and plunges in again. He pulls out once more, making me wait this time. Overcome by lust I push myself back up against him. He lets out a low growl and rakes his fingers down my back. 'That will mark' I thought to myself. We finally fall into a rhythm, much rougher than before.
"I won't last much longer" he pants. With one final thrust he collapses on my back.
We come together screaming each other's names.
I wake up to find his eyes staring right at mine. I smile and he smiles back. That smile is reserved just for me.
"Hermione I have to go" Draco run's his fingers through his white blonde hair.
"Mmm?" I roll over bringing the white sheets over with me. I wrap them around me like a make-shift dress. As draco reaches for a sock he casts his eyes over me. Realising my hair must be a mess I fail in an attempt to straighten out my hair with my fingers.
"He's calling, you know if I could stay…" I have to think about what to say. I don't want to make this any harder for him.
"Go Draco, it's fine. I understand".
I see the look on his face and know I've said just what he needed to hear.
As much as I hated myself for it I knew I had to let him go. It's knowing where he's going and the danger that he puts himself in that makes it so hard to let go.
"I'll be fine." He says to reassure me, sometimes I think he can read my thoughts.
"Promise?" I ask.
"Promise" he whispers in my ear.
I turn to watch the door as I watch him leave. And I know that he'll come back. Draco never breaks a promise.
DRACOS PoV
I watch her as she sleeps. Hermione Granger - my personal poison. Doesn't realise how much pain she causes me. I want her more than I've ever wanted anything and I have her. But she can't have me. She can never have me. As if to remind me where my loyalties lay my arm starts to itch.
'Good timing' I think to myself.
I watch her nose crinkle as she slowly opens her eyes. She smiles and I smile back. When she's happy she makes me happy.
'Stop being such a sap, you need to go'.
"Hermione I have to go". I start pulling on my clothes that have been thrown about the bedroom floor.
'Focus on the clothes, make very little eye contact. Makes it easier'.
I turn around to pick up a sock on from her side of the bed and see her with the sheet wrapped around her. Her messy curls roll down her shoulders. She looks gorgeous. The look in my eyes must make her self-conscious as she tries to straighten the hair with her fingers.
The itching on my arm intensifies to almost a pain. I need to get out and quick, but I don't want to hurt her feelings. Guilt. I need to make her feel guilty about wanting me to stay.
"He's calling, you know if I could stay…" I trail off. I hope it sounds convincing. 'Of course it does, you want to stay' my heart reminds me.
"Go Draco, it's fine. I understand". I feel like a weight has been lifted. She is telling me to go. I see her looking conflicted about telling me to go and immediately feel responsible.
"I'll be fine." It was out before I could stop and think about what to say.
"Promise?" She asks.
Of course I can't promise that. If the dark lord knew that feelings were involved he'd kill both of us.
"Promise". I hope its convincing. Before she can notice I'm lying I go to kiss her.
I feel her hands around my head at the same time as I feel the intense searing pain that runs down my arm. I tell I need to go and try to pull my head away. She lets go and I feel her eyes on me as I walk out the door.
As soon as I'm out I walk to the apparition point that is open to all students. I apparate to the agreed meeting point to be greeted by Voldemort. I breathe deeply and get into 'the zone'.
"What took you so long? You should have come straight away" Voldemort inquired, his impatience noticeable.
"Stupid Clingy Mudblood wouldn't let go. Kept spouting some nonsense about love". I hated speaking about Hermione that way, but I had to for both our sakes.
"Ah yes, Hermione Granger. I'm glad you could gain her trust Draco. Your father was so sure you'd be able to do it. So are you ready for the next stage of the plan?"
"Always ready. I'm ready to do your bidding" I answered.
'Please don't make me have to hurt her anymore than I already am' I pleaded with the gods 'I don't think I can'.
"Come then Draco, we have much to discuss" Voldemort started walking down a long corridor and I knew I had no option but to follow.
Please review - it makes me smile. Unless you flame me, then i cry into my pillow.
So yeah, Draco is a bit conflicted. The best bit is in the next chapter.
Oh and the prompt is a bit of a spoiler but it was :
"I'd even join the bad guys. Just for you."