It was a beautiful day as I walked into the town of Charming, CA as I walked back into my old town, seeing that nothing had truly changed. Looking around with a sigh and a hand on my belly I headed to the one place where I needed to go, Teller-Morrow automotive where I could turn to the one family that I could always rely on.
Walking onto the lot I saw that it hadn't changed one bit from the years bit that I had left. My brother use to be part of SAMCRO years ago and I was the little sister that always wanted to tag along, watched out and cared for by everyone. Jax and Opie were my big adopted brothers then when issues with my brother happened and he got let go from the club due to matters that I wasn't aware of. After we had left town I was pretty much on my own and raised myself, I met a young soldier that I had fallen in love with named Joshua and we were together for about 2 years and we're planning on getting married when he was deployed out to Iraq and I found that I was pregnant but before I got a chance to say anything, about two weeks within he was killed and my life shattered, though they had told me that his body was so badly burnt that it wasn't able to display so all I got was a folded flag. We were never married so no benefits every came to me but no money was ever going to fill that void so I thought with the one gift that he gave me I should go back to the place that was home, to the true family that I had, that truly mattered.
I began to walk towards the clubhouse, feeling heart just pounding as I made to enter the clubhouse listening to the door creak as I opened it and smelled cigarettes, booze and pussy the last latter to my dismay but it wasn't a surprise. I walked completely in and saw that the door to the church was closed and I knew that the guys were probably in a meeting so I walked towards the bar when I saw the door open and I turned to face Chib's who stopped short as he saw me but I gave him a smile.
"Hey Chibby how are ya? Missed me?" I asked brightly. He kept staring then he snapped out of it, chortled and in two strides he was in front of me and sweeping me up in his arms for his famous bear hugs and even dropped a kiss on top of my head but I felt my heart just swell as I felt the swarm of love of family.
"Ey lovey it's good to see ye! God yer beautiful and what's this a wee bundle inside our little lass?" he cackled happily. He placed a hand on my tiny bulge and looked back at me with a smile which I smiled back at then I hugged him again tightly as I felt my eyes well up from the absence of all this.
"Yup a lot of you are going to be uncles and aunt's, possibly a future member of SAMCRO but I need a home, Chib's do I still have a home?" I asked. He looked at me like I grew out a second head then he grasped me by shoulders, turned me towards the church and took me inside and everyone stopped their talking and turned to look at me, everyone's eyes bugged out when they saw me especially to my pleasure one of them was Tig.
"Hey lads look whose back and going to pop out a wee one" announced Chib's. they all started talking at once but Clay shut them up, rose from his chair, walked over to me and pulled me up into his arms and at that point when I was held in his arms I felt the tears starting to spell down my cheeks then I buried my face in his shoulders as I silently cried but he seemed to understand that I just needed to be held and needed the comfort so he just held me that I heard him whisper the words I was wanting to hear.
"Welcome home sweetheart, we're glad that your back and you always knew that this was your home" he murmured. I shuddered from the rush of emotion but I finally got myself under control, pulled my head back and looked him in the eyes and saw that he was meaningful about it.
"So I can stay Clay? Is that possible?" I wondered, wanting to make sure. He cocked his head but smiled, squeezing me again but then I was getting passed around as the others began to hug, kiss and keep commenting on how tall I've gotten and that I was glowing with maternal glow then as I was in Jax's arms I heard him mention that he was a daddy now too. He and Wendy were separated but they had a little boy named Abel who due to Wendy's crank drug issues was born prematurely and placed in the incubator but the family was safe.
I turned to Tig and saw that he was watching me with an unreadable expression, almost like an unsure look upon his face and I could tell that he wanted to say something so I walked out of Jax's arms and walked to him as he wrapped me up into his warming, welcoming arms and I knew this was where I meant to be. I was happy when I was with Joshua but there was a bit of void that he couldn't fill, one that Tig seemed to be able to fill for me which I needed. He dropped a kiss on my cheek which warmed me up completely then Tig looked at Clay.
"Hey man she can stay in my room for the meantime" he remarked. I smiled a bit because it was nice to hear that. Clay was a bit surprised but not too much as if he understood so I pulled away from Tig as the meeting broke apart and we began to move towards the clubhouse.
The door opened and Gemma came walking in with a bag of groceries and then when she spotted me she stopped looking a bit stunned. I walked over to her with a big smile on my face then she placed the groceries down, walked over to me and took me in her arms, holding me tight then she pulled back to look at me and her smile widened when she settled on my belly.
"Oh my god honey you're pregnant! Having a little baby? Oh this is wonderful, where is your husband?" she asked. I sobered a bit at the question which Gemma noticed but then I answered.
"He died out in Iraq, he was in the Army, we were planning on getting married but as you can see that didn't happen" I remarked. Gemma looked at me with a sympathetic look then I turned to Jax that came walking over to us.
"Jax all I got is a suitcase in the car, that's it though but can you grab that for me…" I was cut off with Jax waving his hand.
"It's fine darling, I'll get it for ya" he remarked and went outside to my car when I turned back to Gemma who looked at me curiously but I just smiled at her.
"I was told that I could stay in Tig's room for a bit but I was thinking that maybe when it gets closer to my time that I could stay with you and Clay?" I wondered. She smiled brightly then pulled me to her again and since I wasn't use to this type of affection I was feeling those tears well up again but as I hugged her over her shoulder I saw Tig by the bar next to Bobby but this time he was looking at me with a cold look upon his face and I felt that something was seriously going to happen.
AUTHORS NOTE *This is for those of you that didn't get the first chapter but i changed it around a bit on the first chapter, got new ideas so figured will give it a different twist, hope you all still enjoy!*
