Lost

I want to leave
I want to go
Far away from here
No longer do I wish to stay

My mind is aching
From these thoughts slipping through
And the tears let loose
And it's so hard to think
Of things clear and rational

I want to be strong
And not run away
But why is it important?
I forgot a while ago
So those thoughts keep coming
Because there's nothing to hold them out

And I want to leave
Leave it all behind
Because it's all creeping up
And I'm afraid it'll get me
And no one will be there to stop it

So I want to leave
Because I don't know what else to do