I don't and never will own Sailor Moon or any of his characters.
Grammatic mistakes are my fault because English is not my first language.
Watching from far away
I watch from far away as they are happy him, her and their children. He was mine first I loved him first not her in this life, they didn't even remember each other when we met when I fell in love what is a past life that belongs only to memories compare to the life they lived now. But I know the moment he returned with his memories of their past life that his mind didn't belong to me anymore because his heart never did even when he was brainwashed his heart belonged to Makoto and to no one else no matter what I would like to think. The day they announced their relationship I was upset, the day they announced their engagement my heart broke just a little, at their wedding I cried not because of the fact I was angry at them but because I was angry at myself for not being able to forget him and at every pregnancy or birth announcement I started letting him go more and more. Soon I realized he would always be my first love but he was Makoto's soulmate and only loves and that he loves her more than he ever loved me, more than anything in the world.
So, I stay back and watch from far away as they are happy and I have to smile they have suffered a lot but they have always found each other and it makes me happy to know that. I go now to them to give my sincere congratulations on their new baby.
And I couldn't help but think that maybe I could find love too someday so I won't give up and I would keep moving forward and searching and a bit of hope.