Magnus and Alec
Every time I hear a knock on the door, I think it's him. He had been gone for a week trying to figure things out, trying to figure out if he really loves me, if he can ever love me again. I regret what I did hugely, and wished I could take back everything I had done to hurt him. He was my warlock, nobody else's and I hate seeing him with anybody else but me. Then again he probably thought the same when I told him I had slept with someone else. How could I do that to him? How could I do that to the man I loved? The man I wanted to spend every second of the rest of my life with.
The day I told him, he didn't scream, he didn't shout, he wasn't mad; he simply said 'I need space; I need to figure out if I can forgive you, if I can trust you again'. But the thing is if he does come back how do I know if I can stop myself from cheating again. Our relationship did start when he was with another warlock, except I was the guy he cheated with. How can you stop yourself from having sex with someone that you lust for from the minute you set eyes on them? Feeling faint and dizzy I go and lay myself on the bed where we had first shown our true love for each other and started daydreaming about the first night.
1 Year Ago
I lay myself on the sofa, not being able to get Magnus out of my head. He was everything I could dream of having but I knew I could never actually be with him. I didn't even know if I would ever see him again, but I did know he was a burning thought in the back of my mind. A sudden knock at the door woke me out of my train of thoughts, remembering suddenly that I had ordered a pizza earlier. I slowly got up and went to go and answer the door not knowing what was in store for me next...
'What the hell are you doing here, Magnus?' I asked frustrated, but pleased to see him also.
'I want you Alec, I want you right here, right now' said Magnus looking a bit tipsy.
With the look in his eyes, I couldn't resist, I grabbed him by the arm and pulled him close towards me brushing my lips over his. Taking everything thing in quickly I realised that he was drunk. 'Are you drunk?'
'Maybe but when I am drunk I am truthful Alec, I want you, more than anything in the world'.
'Magnus you are drunk we cannot do this now, it won't mean anything. You have no idea how much energy it is taking me to resist right now'.
'Then do it Alec, I want to kiss you, I want to feel your hands on my body, feel you next to me' he said softly.
'Magnus, don't. Just please don't,' saying that, fighting the urge to rip his clothes of right here, right now.
'If my words can't change your mind maybe this will.' With that Magnus kissed me with full force nearly knocking me of my feet with how great it felt. Running my fingers through your hair I pull you in closer to me, letting our bare skin touch for the first time. Starts to kiss you deeply, letting you run your warm hands up my shirt, gently pulling it off as you go.
'Magnus, I need you now,' I said slowly breathing heavily on your lips.
'I am here,' he whispered, as I slowly pull you into the bedroom. Letting you push me down on to the bed, I started to un-zip your pants, hoping they would come off as quickly as I would off like them to.
With a loud knock at the door, my daydream faded. As I got up I started to ask myself, was I ready to commit, or was I just doing it so I was sure I would never lose him. Slowly turning the doorknob, I opened the door curiously.
'Marry me Alec, Marry me?'...
So there, that was the first chapter of this fanfic. Please R&R because it's my first ever fanfic and would like to know how I did so I hope you liked it.