Of all the things

I hate the most,

I hate myself.

I killed so much

For not my cause,

And didn't feel remorse.

Now they're gone,

Friends and foes,

And I can't do a thing.

My innocence lost,

My life destroyed,

And my friends have left this Earth.

They say I did it for my country,

My family, my friends,

They say I did it for the Jewish,

Who met terrible ends.

I say nay,

My friends are gone,

My family always safe,

I never saw the Jewish,

And my country does not know my name.