Disclaimer: I don't own JAG, I only use it to fuel my imagination.
The song I used is called 'Never Let Go' and it's by Hanson, although it
was only a demo, so you might not be able to find it anywhere except Kazaa
and other music sharing programs.
A/N- This is only a short POV (point of view), with alittle talking, fic. If ya'll like it I'll write a sequel with some actual conversation. And yes, I'm still working on "A Life Worth Living", but I'm getting writers block on that one, so I wrote this.
Never Let Go
----Just lay down, and let your worries sleep. Don't think now, the water is dark and deep.
'Cause you know, that I love and never let go. And you know, that I'll love you forever. I'll love you and never let go, yes I'll you and never let go.
Just cry out, yeah I've cried those tears before.
I can feel it now, as your teardrops hit the floor.
'Cause you know, that I love and never let go. And you know, that I'll love you forever. I'll love you and never let go, yes I'll you and never let go.
You don't have to ask me do I love you. As I hold you it shows how much I do. I'm yours until forever is through... Anytime I stand for you, I know I'd lay my life down for you, I'll never let go, Not ever let go...---
Friday night, August 23rd 2002 1928, Mac's POV-
At this moment I'm sitting in my apartment, bored as tombs. Jingo won't get up off his place on the floor, so taking him for a walk is out of the question. I've checked my email 4 times in the last hour, and haven't gotten anything interesting. Everything I've gotten can either wait until Monday, or are trying to sell me products to enlarge things I don't have. Normally I'd call Harm to see if he wanted to go see a late movie, but things have been strange between us lately. I can't stand to see him everyday and not being able to tell him how I feel, but I can't bring myself to say it to him. I'm too scared that he wouldn't return the feelings, or maybe its that he would. I mean, I haven't exactly had the best luck with men. All the ones whom I was with for more than 2 dates are dead. Except Mic...but I don't even want to think about him. I can't help but feel sorry for him, all he ever gave me was love, and I shut him out right before we were going to make the biggest commitment of our lives. Not even he deserved that.
Maybe I'll go see what's on TV, to take my mind off all the mistakes I've made, and off the fact that I, a tough-as-nails Marine, can't express my feelings to the person I care about most.
Same time, Harm's POV-
As I sit here on the couch I can't help but think about Mac. She is the most beautiful, talented, and smartest, but yet stubborn, hardheaded, and opinionated women I have ever met. And I love her so much. Why can't I just tell her that? I can stand in court and win the toughest of cases with no problem, but I can't tell my partner how I feel. That's just it though, she's not just my partner, she's my best friend. She knows everything about me, right down to my favorite pair of pants when I was a kid, but there's one thing she doesn't know, and if I don't take my head out of my backside, she'll never know. It's times like these I wish I had cable... The only thing on the local channels are sappy love movies, which is thhe last thing I need right now.
I suppose I could call the Marine who occupies my thoughts, maybe we could go see a late movie or she could just come over. I'll do anything to see my beautiful Sarah. That's it, I'm calling now, I can't stand another minute without hearing her voice.
About 12 seconds later, Mac's POV-
TV is doing nothing for my growing desire to talk to Harm, all that's on is love or shoot'em up movies neither is what I like to watch. Maybe I should send my fears to Hades and call Harm, what's the worst that could happen? The phone ringing interupts my thoughts
"Lt. Col. Mackenzie."
"Hey."
"Hey, I was just about to call you."
"Oh, well I was just calling to see if you wanted to go see a late movie, or rent a few and come over to my place?"
"Sure, how about you order some pizza and I'll get a few movies."
"Alright. See you at, say 2030?"
"I'll be there."
"See you later."
"Bye."
"Bye."
I guess I better go get some movies, and maybe I'll think of a way to tell him how I feel, I can't stand to not tell him, it's killing me inside. I'm going to tell him tonight that I love him with all my heart.
Same time Harm's POV-
"Bye."
Well, that was easier than I thought it would be. After hearing her voice I've decided that I can't live another day with her knowing how I feel about her. I'm going to tell her tonight that I love her with all my heart.
Good, bad, more, no more?? You decide.
A/N- This is only a short POV (point of view), with alittle talking, fic. If ya'll like it I'll write a sequel with some actual conversation. And yes, I'm still working on "A Life Worth Living", but I'm getting writers block on that one, so I wrote this.
Never Let Go
----Just lay down, and let your worries sleep. Don't think now, the water is dark and deep.
'Cause you know, that I love and never let go. And you know, that I'll love you forever. I'll love you and never let go, yes I'll you and never let go.
Just cry out, yeah I've cried those tears before.
I can feel it now, as your teardrops hit the floor.
'Cause you know, that I love and never let go. And you know, that I'll love you forever. I'll love you and never let go, yes I'll you and never let go.
You don't have to ask me do I love you. As I hold you it shows how much I do. I'm yours until forever is through... Anytime I stand for you, I know I'd lay my life down for you, I'll never let go, Not ever let go...---
Friday night, August 23rd 2002 1928, Mac's POV-
At this moment I'm sitting in my apartment, bored as tombs. Jingo won't get up off his place on the floor, so taking him for a walk is out of the question. I've checked my email 4 times in the last hour, and haven't gotten anything interesting. Everything I've gotten can either wait until Monday, or are trying to sell me products to enlarge things I don't have. Normally I'd call Harm to see if he wanted to go see a late movie, but things have been strange between us lately. I can't stand to see him everyday and not being able to tell him how I feel, but I can't bring myself to say it to him. I'm too scared that he wouldn't return the feelings, or maybe its that he would. I mean, I haven't exactly had the best luck with men. All the ones whom I was with for more than 2 dates are dead. Except Mic...but I don't even want to think about him. I can't help but feel sorry for him, all he ever gave me was love, and I shut him out right before we were going to make the biggest commitment of our lives. Not even he deserved that.
Maybe I'll go see what's on TV, to take my mind off all the mistakes I've made, and off the fact that I, a tough-as-nails Marine, can't express my feelings to the person I care about most.
Same time, Harm's POV-
As I sit here on the couch I can't help but think about Mac. She is the most beautiful, talented, and smartest, but yet stubborn, hardheaded, and opinionated women I have ever met. And I love her so much. Why can't I just tell her that? I can stand in court and win the toughest of cases with no problem, but I can't tell my partner how I feel. That's just it though, she's not just my partner, she's my best friend. She knows everything about me, right down to my favorite pair of pants when I was a kid, but there's one thing she doesn't know, and if I don't take my head out of my backside, she'll never know. It's times like these I wish I had cable... The only thing on the local channels are sappy love movies, which is thhe last thing I need right now.
I suppose I could call the Marine who occupies my thoughts, maybe we could go see a late movie or she could just come over. I'll do anything to see my beautiful Sarah. That's it, I'm calling now, I can't stand another minute without hearing her voice.
About 12 seconds later, Mac's POV-
TV is doing nothing for my growing desire to talk to Harm, all that's on is love or shoot'em up movies neither is what I like to watch. Maybe I should send my fears to Hades and call Harm, what's the worst that could happen? The phone ringing interupts my thoughts
"Lt. Col. Mackenzie."
"Hey."
"Hey, I was just about to call you."
"Oh, well I was just calling to see if you wanted to go see a late movie, or rent a few and come over to my place?"
"Sure, how about you order some pizza and I'll get a few movies."
"Alright. See you at, say 2030?"
"I'll be there."
"See you later."
"Bye."
"Bye."
I guess I better go get some movies, and maybe I'll think of a way to tell him how I feel, I can't stand to not tell him, it's killing me inside. I'm going to tell him tonight that I love him with all my heart.
Same time Harm's POV-
"Bye."
Well, that was easier than I thought it would be. After hearing her voice I've decided that I can't live another day with her knowing how I feel about her. I'm going to tell her tonight that I love her with all my heart.
Good, bad, more, no more?? You decide.