I lied in my bed and tried to fall asleep. But I had to think constantly of Jacob. I didn't saw him, since I was a baby, but I can remember him very well. He was my sun, just like for my mum. I wish I could see him. Talk with him. Even if it would be only for a moment. Lost in my thoughts , I fell into a deep sleep. I dreamed about the thing that tortures me almost every day. The memory of Jake.

I was on the beach in LaPush – with Jacob. We laughed, talked and fooled around. He looked exactly the same, as I remembered him. Every time I looked at Jake, I felt warmth around me. "Nessie. I have to tell you something…" But I couldn't hear Jacob anymore. I woke up. After I opened my eyes, I stayed a little bit longer in bed, till I heard a weird noise. I sat up and looked around my room. It wasn't small. The walls were painted green, my favourite colour. There was a bed, a big desk with a computer on it and a closet, that almost explode. Alice bought me, every time she goes shopping, new clothes.

Now I noticed that someone was sitting in my chair. I recognized him. Jacob! I ran to him and hugged him tightly. I didn't let him go. I felt how his facial expression turned into a wide grin, that I've missed. "Oh, Jake! Is it really you?! Where were you the whole time? Why weren't you ever here? I've missed you so much!"

"I'm so sorry. I've missed you too, you can't even imagine how much."

"Come with me. We have to tell the others, that you're here." I noticed his sad and tortured facial expression. It was similar the face of my father, when he was worried. I wonder if Jake regrets, that he left me and Bella. I wanted to bolster him up and prove otherwise, but I didn't have the guts.

And besides that Jake had to go to the others.

We entered the living room. My father turned first, then my mother. She froze, when she saw Jake. They looked a little time at each other, as suddenly Bella jumped off the couch and hugged him.

Now I looked at my father. He was smiling, but probably mainly because his Bella was happy. Or maybe he was also happy to see Jacob?

I looked at Jake and noticed that he relaxed. He was relieved. Just like me. Finally Jacob was here. It was like someone had met my wish.

"It smells like dog.", said Rosalie, with a smile on her face.

She looked at me. I rolled my eyes, but had to laugh anyway.