Quinn was thinking about Finn again. She couldn't stop thinking about him, him and their baby. Life was so much easier when Beth was their baby, so much better she thought. Never did she feel so scared but so safe at the same time. He made it okay, he made her okay and she was so grateful to him for that, she always would be. He helped her get through one of the toughest times in her life and he was truly the best person for her.

She was thinking about how he would talk to the baby and get so excited every time she kicked. He loved that little girl and Quinn knew he would make a great father. She thought all of the days spent lying in his bed just lying there together.

Oh no. She thought about the lying. No matter how hard she tried she couldn't forget about it.

With that thought she was instantly snapped back into reality, the reality of what she had done. She had slept with his best friend and lied to him and told him it was his baby. He loved that baby and all along she knew it wasn't his. But she wanted it to be. They could have been a family. They were going to be a family. She remembered the words so perfectly. It was just two days before her world came crashing down that he told her how much he wanted her to keep the baby. She was unsure about it but somehow he said exactly what she needed to hear. He always had a way of doing that, assuring her when she couldn't do so herself. She said yes and he was elated. They were going to be a family, they didn't know how they would manage it but all they needed he said was love and with that they could get through anything. He told her to trust him and she did.

Ah trust. She hated that word now and all that it meant. He trusted her with all his heart and she ruined it, everything. She remembered the day like it was yesterday.

He stormed into glee rehearsal and headed straight toward Puck. He lunged at him and punched him in the face. Immediately the other glee boys pulled them apart but she knew that something was wrong and by the tears in her eyes part of her knew that he had found out the truth. She couldn't fight it anymore and the tears streamed down her face. He looked at her with sad eyes, the saddest eyes she had ever seen from him. She couldn't stop crying, she was broken and so guilt ridden she couldn't look at him. He grabbed her arm lightly and held it the way she had remembered him doing so many times before. For a moment she thought maybe he could forgive her, maybe they could still be a family, but no.

"Tell me," Finn said, "is it true. Is Puck the father of our baby?"

Our baby.

Those words stung because she knew the truth. She couldn't bring herself to say the words, she couldn't do it. She just looked at him and the tears wouldn't stop. So much for being strong she thought. When it came to him she could always let her guard down but now she wanted to be doing anything but crying. She didn't have a right to cry. She hurt him so she didn't have the right to be upset. He squeezed her arm a little tighter. She knew that he knew the truth but wanted her to say it.

"Tell me, it's not true. Tell me it's all a cruel joke or a nightmare" he said, pleading with her to tell him what he wanted to hear. She didn't say a word and her silence was enough to make him realize that everything he hoped was a lie, was in fact true after all.

"Tell me!" he yelled.

"I-I-I'm so sorry," was all she could muster.

At that he let go of her arm and had a look on his face she would never forget. He was angry, sad, upset and even afraid. She saw his pain and wanted to take it all away. She reached for his hand but he turned away. Then he said the words that have been burned into her mind and that she wished she never had to hear.

"Get the hell away from me," he said, "I'm done with you. I-I-I don't ever want to see you again. I'm done with both of you."

He stormed out of the room and she was left crying on the ground. She wanted to go after him and to explain everything to him. She wanted to tell him that she was so sorry and she wanted him to be the baby's father but she knew it was useless. He hated her and all she could do was cry. It was over, everything; her dreams, their family, everything. She was broken but knew he was ten times worse. She couldn't get that sound out of her head of when he slammed the door shut. SLAM! SLAM! SLAM! It was the sound of her dreams being destroyed, her life being ruined. SLAM! SLAM!

SLAM! She was startled but then she realized she was back to reality. Part of her was glad she stopped thinking about him, that is until she realized who was standing there, who slammed her locker door shut. It was Puck. Great, she thought. He was the last person she wanted to deal with right now, especially with her eyes filled with tears. She tried to hide it but she knew he saw.

"So what, you're crying now?" he said to her. "You choose to give up our baby, and you think you get to cry?"

The words hurt because she knew it was true. She also knew though, that was not the reason why she was crying. She missed her baby so much but she missed the family she was going to have with her little girl and Finn even more. She would never admit that to Puck though, never.

"Leave me alone," she said to him as she re opened her locker, grabbed her books and went to walk away.

He grabbed her arm but not in the gentle way Finn used to. This one hurt and he wouldn't let go. "I'm sorry babe," he said, "I didn't mean to like get all mad but I miss her is all and I miss you."

She wanted anything to get him to let go but he wouldn't. "I miss her too and it's too hard to think about so please just leave me alone," she pleaded with him.

"Fine," he retorted, as he pulled her arm a little harder. It hurt but she did everything she could to not make a sound. It wasn't the first time he grabbed her, and it wasn't the first time he had gotten violent.