Before you proceed to read, please keep in mind that this is YAOI/shounen-ai...don't know? don't read.okay, okay...this fic is strictly not suitable for the not-so-open minded readers out there, well let's not beat around the bush...this fic contains some adult activities,ok? and to those who knew and is interested...go on and read but don't blame me if you get a nose bleed. please don't hit me back with an insult or insulting criticisms as much as possible, just pass me your consideration and that I might appreciate it. maraming salamat po--I mean, thank you very much.

"Inside out"
by: solstice rhapsody 09

Warning: I guess chara's OOC-ness, language, yaoi/shounen-ai, blah blah blah.

Disclaimer: This fic is MINE, the plot is also MINE, the characters are also MINE, bwahahahahahaha- ok, reality check, the original ain't mine. BUT, this Naruto here belongs to- Sasuke?

Chapter 1: "Reminiscing yesterday"

The humid atmosphere has just began, the hot sun pressing its heat upon the hectic people has made it's way of recognizing the start of summer time. fans swinging back and fort, the smell of beaches are near ones minds, the low buzz of insects flitting over the flowers and over the trees- seasons really mades it's way of welcoming itself.

I slowly arched my way to my small home until my front door clasped within the thick walls were already blocking my view, upon walking and my mind occupied by my missing keys, I turned elsewhere to face my 'welcome' mat an express mail. I slowly opened the letter and unfold the paper, I recognize the handwriting and hesitated if I should continue reading it. I decided yes, I should read it, afterall, who knows it might be important. I was halfway finished when suddenly, at the very end of the letter says something that made my world stopped for a split second, and as the letter touches the very firm surface my feet stoods to, the memories were flashing back to me. Like hell, it was just like yesterday we were laughing for some pointless jokes and do what ordinary kids do. And now...now it's 3 years past those childhood times I've been reminiscing everytime he suddenly pops out of my head from nowhere. I guess I miss him too, well I was in sort of denial that I did-but I just can't cheat myself, can't I?

"Naruto, what now?" the blond boy asks himself as he picks the paper from the floor and headed towards the front door of his small apartment. He undid his shoes and walked across the dinette, search for a ramen and started pouring hot water from the cup and placed it in the table. till then, Naruto sat in one of the chairs beside the table, "Tommorow? coming back..." Naruto contemplated as he was starting to reread the letter again.

"Naruto, hey, it's Sasuke here again. your ignoring my calls, what's the matter, did something happened over there? And yeah, who's the guy who answered the phone last time? Sorry, if I'm to nosy- Well, hell it doesn't matter if I am. Anyways, I've been doing good here, everything's fine. how 'bout you? school? are you taking good care of yourself?...it's not like me asking too much, am I? it's just that, I'm not there to see things for myself. you aren't answering the phone, no letters, no e-mails, no nothing. I've been thinking lately if you were ignoring me, were you?"

And the letter goes on, until Naruto reads the last paragraph of the said letter that Sasuke sent.

"It's almost summer, school is almost over. I've told you before that I can't come over there and visit you because my parents, even onisan isn't available to accompany me when I go back. Point is, my brother told me that he'll be going along with me if I wanted to have a vacation back home, but he said he'll be leaving as soon as the day after, I guess my brother is just too busy to spend vacation with me. Sooo, I'm coming back next week friday morning, meet me at the airport at 11:00am. I'll see you there.
P.S.: Don't you even dare not show up Naruto!

Sasuke"

Naruto fold the letter and sigh. Sasuke's noticed the fact that Naruto was ignoring him for the past 2 weeks these summer, Naruto didn't like answering the phone whenever the caller I.D. is Sasuke's number abroad, he didn't open e-mails that came from Sasuke and hardly sent back letters. Naruto didn't wanted to hear Sasuke's voice on the phone coz it only makes him feel alone; well, Naruto does sometimes get to answer some of Sasuke's phone calls-that is when Sasuke uses another number or whenever he uses phone booths. doesn't read any of Sasuke's e-mails coz it makes him feel very distant from him-makes him miss Sasuke more. So to be able to repress all the feelings he's been feeling up until now from the day Sasuke went away to study abroad 3 years from now, Naruto decided to start ignore him. Glancing at the wall clock, it read 7:35pm, then on the calendar-'thursday'. 'Shoot,that's tommorow morning! why the hell is this letter so late!' Naruto thought, 'okay, reality check- it's actually an express mail, and I hardly read any of Sasuke's letters-that is except for this one. but it doesn't change the situation. god, what the hell am I to do?'

Naruto set the letter aside and took the ramen. he sat quietly and thought about tonight, damn, it was pretty shocking. He sat dumbfoundedly on his chair waiting for nothing.

"Of course, I had to show up or else he's really going to think that I'm really (which is true to fact)ignoring him," Naruto thought, starting to eat his ramen, "but, what should I say or even do when I already came face to face with Sasuke?"

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Sasuke checked his luggage thrice just to make sure he didn't missed anything else, after delving onto his things, he was finally satisfied. "what should I say when I finally see Naruto again"
He sat on the bedleg and clutch on to the soft bed sheets staring to the concrete walls of his room.

Maybe say 'hello' or 'hi'...that would do, but...is it enough? Childhood years just seems so distant,we're both 16 now and we we're just 12 when he told me those things...but the memories seemingly still looks fresh to me...

flashback
"Neh, Naruto," a raven haired teenager glanced at his side, intently looking at a sun-kissed tan skinned, blond boy. "Yeah?" Naruto replied, giving back a questioned look after watching their feet gently resting along with the running water of the side of the stream. "I've...been wanting to say something to you," Sasuke trailed off.

"What?" Naruto asked excitedly, looking at his friend.

"uhm,Naruto...I really- really like you" Sasuke lowered his head until his bangs already hid the emotions seen in his eyes.

"I like you too!" Naruto chirp happily, beaming an innocent smile.

"No, it's not that...what I mean is-" Sasuke paused and locked his eyes to Naruto, "what I mean is..." then abruptly took hold of Naruto's right hand, "-just..." Sasuke trailed off and slowly, slowly caught Naruto's lips. Pressing his lips unto Naruto's soft warm ones gave jolts of sensual feelings flooding Sasuke's whole body. For a minute, the kiss lasted, until Naruto slipped his hands away from Sasuke's hold and quickly draw back from him, "What...was that for?" Naruto lowered his head looking away and hiding his shock.

"I like you...more than being just friends" Sasuke confessed, regreting the way Naruto reacted; though he really can't blame him by doing so.

"I...Sasuke, I..." Naruto looked up at him, he didn't know what to say, he didn't even know what to do.

"You don't have to say anything, it's okay" Sasuke stated. He held Naruto's hands once again and Naruto not budging at all, Sasuke suddenly felt a pang stabbed the hell out of his heart;Naruto was trembling. Sasuke felt it from his hands, "why would Naruto tremble? does that mean he's afraid...of what I said or what I did?" Sasuke asks himself, still feeling the ache inside his heart.

"Naruto, would you want me to-" Sasuke was going to ask Naruto if he wants him to accompany him(Naruto) to go home already, but his words were abruptly cut.

"Sasuke, let's stay friends, neh?" Naruto uttered, putting up a faint smile.

It felt like Sasuke's heart was torn to pieces. "I see..." Sasuke answered, swallowing the evident pain.

end of flashback

"I remembered," Sasuke whispered, tracing his lips while his head hits the bed,"I felt depressed." Sasuke closed his eyes and reminisce some more, "I thought everything was going to end right then and there," he thought to himself, "but it was funny how things went on, it was a good thing I was persistent and very eager...eventually he'd let me kiss him without too much hesitation."

Sasuke didn't just gave up on that very day, persuation did made it's way on bugging Naruto every other day he is with Sasuke, until he'd eventually had to give in Sasuke's wants. But giving in Sasuke's craving was neither good nor bad, the streamside incident was just a timid one, but by knowing that he's sure of Naruto upon the later days, Sasuke made it more bold and daring. Their second encounter was actually inside a small toilet in their school wherein classes were still going on, eventually Naruto had to stop Sasuke from kissing him longer because the teachers or even their classmates might notice their absence inside the class. It was as if everyday Sasuke persuades him or even seduce him to have some 'kissing sessions'...and it was everywhere, the clinic, the school's rooftop, inside the school, even in Sasuke's couch, kitchen, bathroom, dining room, fire place, attic and other daring places except for Naruto's place that is.

Sasuke was a smart ass, he'd do his plans to Naruto sequentially. At first, everything was just all about kissing but later on there were gropings and fondling and caressing and all types of seducing. well, a seme like Sasuke will do anything just to get what he wants...even if it means seducing the uke.

Sasuke could almost feel himself smirking slightly while the memories floods back to him.

(another) flasback
Another year passed after the 'Sasuke-confession incident'. Sasuke and Naruto were just back to being normal friends except for the fact that Sasuke does more kissings with Naruto.

"Oi, Sasuke...why did you lock the door?" Naruto asks as he sits down to the bedside, eyes roaming around the spacious room, "I thought we were just going to get the photo album you were saying a while ago" Naruto's eyebrows twitched at the thought of what might just happen after seeing Sasuke locked the bedroom door.

Sasuke turns around and smirks slowly walking towards his place.

Naruto's heart drops to the floor, "Seriously, Sasuke...you're not planning on raping me, right?"

"Oh, no. I'm not going to do that, Naruto." Sasuke still wearing the smirk, slowly sitting next to Naruto's side.

"Oh, god. what a relief, whew!" Naruto sighs and washes away the bad thoughts, "I thought you're going to-"

"Just a make out session, you wouldn't mind, would you?"

"Shit."

Sasuke didn't give Naruto any time to scream, react or even do what a panicked boy would do. He started kissing Naruto abruptly, of coarse Naruto protested, but Sasuke pulled Naruto to lie in the bed and lock him with Sasuke's tight grip. Naruto was screaming inside Sasuke's lips as he pushes his tounge inside begging entrance to the blonde's warm mouth, Sasuke eventually got entrance and do what his tounge's supposed to do. Naruto became more protesting but it only sounded like Naruto was moaning making Sasuke hard.

Naruto was shock when Sasuke slowly rubbed his arousal to Naruto's right hip. Sasuke became more arouse as Naruto moved his legs protesting to his aggressive gestures but it's purpose turned Sasuke more provoking.

"Hn..." Sasuke moaned as he goes down to Naruto's neck, holding him more tighter.

"SASUKE! stop it, what are you doing! it's tickling me!" Naruto screamed.

"Daijobu...it's going to be fun, just enjoy it" Sasuke replied sounding cocky, as he starts his plan on 'marking' Naruto for a few days, slowly sucking in the soft skin on Naruto's neck and repeating it a few more times causing a hickey.

"Sasuke, you bastard! let me go, if you're not going to let me, I'm going to scream!"

"My room is sound proof" Sasuke simply replied.

"You lecher! let me go!"

"Yeah, after I finish doing you off"

"No, I don't wanted to! SA-"

Naruto's words were cut off as Sasuke's hands were starting to fondle Naruto's 'below'.

"Ah-aaah! that's disgusting! Sasuke stop it! not there!"

Sasuke stopped the act but started pulling Naruto's pants and underwear. He let go of Naruto's grip, but as soon as Naruto's arms were free, Sasuke took hold of his legs and spread it.

"Aaaaaaaaaah! Sasuke, you hentai! stop looking!" Naruto blushed as he tried pushing him, but damn, Sasuke was too strong. Even when Naruto was already trying to close his legs, Sasuke tightens his grip more on Naruto's hips.

"Now this is where the real pleasure starts" Sasuke smirked as he gets down to proceed to Naruto's crotch, "cum for me Naruto."

(O.K...you know what's gonna happen next, but if you don't know-just ask other smart-asses out there, surely they do know it...bwahahahahaha!)

"A-aaah, aah, ahh, ahh, ahh, aaaahh!" Naruto moans, he grabbed a handful of Sasuke's hair and just watch him do the act, "SA-Sasuke...what are you...do-doing?" Naruto stutters, clutching on the bedsheets.

Sasuke just moaned, starting with the head by licking it and proceeding with the rest, as he starts getting faster until Naruto finally finds it pleasurable. Naruto grabs more of Sasuke's hair as he was going near his climax, "Sa-Sasuke...sasukeeeee! n-no, not not there!"

Sasuke got faster and faster, soon enough, Naruto reached his climax.

"aah ahh...aaaaahh, sas-sasuke...ah aaaaah aaaahh aaaaaaaahhh!"

Sasuke licked Naruto's mess and started staring at Naruto's flushed face, "Like it?"

Naruto was catching his breath as reality hits back to him, "you bastard, you said it was only a make out!"

end of flashback
Sasuke smirked at the memory, as he repeats the last words he stated back inside his room with Naruto getting dressed after 'it' happened, "Naruto, I love you"

-to be continued-

onisan- big brother

Daijobu- something like "it'll be ok/fine"

hentai- "pervert"

A.N.:hehehehehe, sorry if the yaoi came in the very first chapter of this fic, also if it was fast phased...(but is there really something to be sorry about? ), don't expect much will also show up on the next chappie (coz I can't promise anything at all, but I'll try to work it out) sooo, please tell me what you think about my first SasuNaru fic, It would be a pleasure hearing your opinion/questions. The next chapter would be up next uhm, uh, er...as soon as I can!

---Author and chara's bonding session-
Itachi: I thought I was appearing in the chappie...-glances at author-

solstice: ahehehehe, -drags Shisui from out of nowhere- here you go, keep this as an apology!

-Itachi and Shisui leaves-

Sasuke: More blowjobs with Naruto!

Naruto: -blushes- Urusai! you hentai! teme, curse you fucking author, why'd you make Sasuke a pervert! -points finger-

solstice: ma, ma...it's not like you didn't enjoy it...-runs behind Sasuke's back- right, Sasuke?right?

sasuke: -nods head & then whispers- I want more make out session with Naruto...

Naruto: -BIG, big nerve comes out from the forehead- fuck you both! I didn't say I like it one single bit and what proof there is that I enjoyed it!

Sasuke & solstice: you moaned.

Naruto: -sulks in a corner cursing- she hates me...teaming up with Sasuke-teme...

solstice: ma, ma...who told you I hate you? these is how I express love! -evil grins, masochist smile-

Naruto: Nani mo nai! I'm stuck with a pervert author and a lecher Sasuke...just wait when I get back at the both of you!