My Life
I just didn't know what to do how to breath it was so painful even more painful then the burning. Without Edward I'm nothing. Without my best friend Alice I'm bored all the time it just horrible.
Year pass I'm still by myself no one there to tell me that they love me or anyone telling me it's going to be ok. I drink animal blood i never kill humans and i have very good self control. I have not
Seen my dad Charlie in years i think he would of died bye now anyway as it been 100 years but it doesn't seem like that. I have lived in England for 30 years moving to town to town every 10 or
so Years. I just move and t leave all the people I have became to love and care for. I'm getting very lonely i really need a mate to help me or a friend to keep too happy a friend like me. I have come
across many vampires but they drink human blood so i don't like them that much. I worked a lot in my time so i have a lot of money human worship me but I can't say I don't like that. I look
completely different from my human form well i think E...Edward would (it even hurts to say his name) i have chestnut coloured hair and my lips are redder and ma skin is pale but that is normal
as I am a vampire. My body is the same more or less and so is my voice. I'm not as clumsy in fact I'm very graceful or in French boys would call me très gracieuse et belle ( very graceful and
beautiful) I lived in France for 10 years as well and Germany and Spain lovely places but my favourite was England and I'm going to miss it very much. When i was in France i met a boy I like but i didn't
love but i loved hearing him say in french I'm the most beautiful girl in the world (vous la plus belle fille au monde) I no it sounds weird but E...Edward used to say it to me it made me feel better in
some way i just donno why. I miss Alice's laugh I miss Emse's hug i miss Emmet's bone crushing bear hug i miss Carlisle's heat warming voice i miss Rosalies beauty Jaspers ability to carm my
mood but most of all i miss E.. Edward kisses him hugs his crooked smile his dazzling eyes his heat stopping voice him saying he loves me but that never going to happen they all abandoned
me leave me alone, scared hurt and heart broken never to be fixed. I spend 20 year trying to find them but i failed so i gave up but thats not all i gave up on i gave up on hope love, trust mostly of
all i gave on myself. i going to more back to fork and start a new life there as it has been 100 years alreadyso no one with remember me hopfully.
I hope you guys liked it i will read the more if u comment please doo xx