AN-Well...My first Kingdom Hearts story. Rather, angsty it is. It's mainly Riku's thoughts. This is written for a friend's birthday...I don't know if you want me to mention your name so...Happy Birthday *insert name here*!

Disclaimer-ME NO OWN!!! Ha, I wish. If I did, there would be all my favorite video game and anime characters in it. But I don't own. Damn.

Rating-PG-One swear word that is repeated. Wow.

And now presenting...Bitter Thoughts.

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Why me?

How could I be so weak?

Those are just a few questions running through my mind.

Let me backtrack a little.

I was controlled like a puppet by that...Ansem.

While *he* was playing hero-boy.

How I loathe him...

*He* stole her heart.

*He* is loved by all.

And I? I became a mere memory in his mind. I was forgotten by everyone...and everyone loved him.

He forgot all about me, his best friend, and turned his god damn eyes to her.

Bitter?

Damn right I am.

I have every damn right.

Every since *she* came...

I'm nothing but a 3rd wheel.

I could drop off the face of the Earth...

And they wouldn't care.

They wouldn't notice.

So what's the point of living?

I have nothing.

My father and mother died a long time ago.

And *he* won't acknowledge the fact that I'm still here.

Hell, *no one* knows I'm here.

If no one cares...if no one knows I'm actually here...

Let the rivers run red with blood...my own blood...my life force...

As I stand here with my knife poised above my wrists, I can't help thinking...

What if she never came?

What would become of me then?

It doesn't matter.

What's done is done.

Fate has played her cruel games with me long enough.

I've had enough of this world.

Goodbye...

And good riddance.

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AN-So um...How did you guys like this? Good? Bad? I need some serious help?

Yami Bakura-*walks in* Yeah, you need some SERIOUS help.

Hey! First of all, you're not even in this story. Second of all, you're not even in the friggin' game! So out!

Riku-*walks in* Yeah. This is my story. Shoo, old man.

Yami Bakura-NEVER CALL ME OLD MAN!!! *chases Riku*

*sweatdrops* Anyway, just review. And I hope the person who has her birthday today enjoyed this!

By the way, 'he' is Sora and 'her' is Kairi.