Hey! One more one-shot and that's all for awhile. Anyways, R&R please!
Disclaimer: I own nothing except the plot. Song is: Bother, by Stone Sour
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(Riku's P.O.V)
Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
It was a mistake. A stupid mistake. I thought everything was going to be okay. Nothing was okay! I screwed up. Why did he come back and save me form the darkness I had put myself in? WHY? I didn't deserve it! I was hoping I'd die behind that door. And Sora had to come along and ruin everything! God I wish I was dead…
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I ran to the Secret Place. Once I was in the cave, I walked to one of the walls. It had been a while since I'd ever been here. I looked at the painting that Kairi and Sora drew of each other and Papau Fruits. (sp?) They loved each other, moved on from me. Yet, I felt so… separated.
I moved my hand over the drawings and felt tear pour down from my cheeks. Not once in my life before the heartless attacked had I felt heartbroken. But now, it seems that's the only thing that I got left to feel.
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
I began to crawl out of the cave, when I felt something stab into my palm. I jerked away immediately, and looked to see what had cut my skin. A broken piece of glass. I looked at my bloody palm, and closed my eyes. Ideas came to my head, and then I thought, Who would miss me? Who would mourn for my death? What do I have left to lose?
I brought the glass to my wrist several times, then when I was finally pleased with myself, knowing that the cuts I had just cut wouldn't stop bleeding, I brought my fingers ton the wounds. I began to draw on an empty space ion the walls before my vision started to go blurry…
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
(Sora's P.O.V)
"Riku!" I shouted across the beach. Nobody had seen him all afternoon, and I was beginning to grow worried. Where was he? Doesn't he knew that everybody's searching for him?
I heard Kairi scream from inside the cave. I ran to the cave, and entered when I saw what she was screaming about…
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries
We had a funeral for Riku the next day. We did the best we could to wash out all the blood, but didn't succeed. The stains would last forever, we all knew that. The haunting image had given my nightmares, and making my extremely paranoid. But why would Riku do this? I thought he'd been grateful to get out from behind the door! What was his problem?
After the funeral, Riku's father came to me. He told me about Riku's diaries and what the image on the wall meant. Then I understood. I felt like such a bad friend… I just wish now that I could turn back time. The island, I knew, would never be the same without him. He'd always watched out for us, he played with us, he made life seem like it was worth it. But now, it seemed to empty…
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit
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This was pretty good I was fairly proud of it. So review please, flames accepted.