Okay gonna do this short little story, to try and get in the mood to finally update ''Life Aint always beautiful'', I know I'm horrible… Let me know what ya think, and pep talks about ''Life'' are very welcome

Supposed to be a one-shot, we'll see if reviewers want a two-shot.

PS- The next Chap of ''Life'' will indeed be ''the smut'' chapter, so this is my practice, I've never in my life wrote smut, so be forewarned this is my attempt at it.

River Park, New Jersey

Olivia Pulled up the long driveway leading to the ranch home she gotten so familiar with the past few years. She was smiling from ear to ear as she walked up the sidewalk to the front door, '' this weekend was going to be absolutely amazing'' she thought to herself.

Olivia was about to knock on the front door when it suddenly flung open, and a bouncing 8 year old flew onto her.

''AUNT LIVVIE!'' He squealed

''Charlie, my main man, what's new?'' she laughed

'' Charlie, What have we told you about jumping on people? Now let Aunt Livvie go so she can breathe.'' A man at the door spoke sternly.

Olivia placed the young boy on the ground and watched as he ran inside.

''Thanks for the save'' she told the man smiling at her.

'' Your welcome'' he said smiling, walking towards her, wrapping his arms around her, enveloping her in a warm, loving hug.

'' How's my big sister?" he whispered still hugging her

'' I'm ok'' she replied with a slight smile as she pulled away.

Simon knew the past couple of months had been especially hard for his sister after she lost Calvin, about a month ago she called him at 3am from a bar, when he went to pick her up, he literally had to do just that, she was so falling down drunk, he had to carry her in his house, and place her on the couch. Although he did leave that part out of the conversation the next morning when he was explaining what had happened. He also left a few things she said out of it too.

They walked into the living room, Simon still had his arm around his sister's shoulders.

''Hey Luce, look who I found trapped under that linebacker we call our son?

''LIVVVVV!'' Lucy squealed with delight. She came over and trapped her in a big hug, pulling away she had a cheesy grin on.

'' How's my favorite Maid of Honor?''Lucy asked clearly excited

Olivia smiled at her future sister-in-law, but didn't have a chance to answer.

'' I got you something to wear tonight'' Lucy smiled, turning around to grab a bag off the coffee table, she handed the bag to Olivia.

Olivia had a scared, but curious smirk on her face, ''what did you do?'' she said as she reached in the bag to reveal what appeared to be a black t-shirt. She pulled it out, and unfolded it. Olivia started laughing so hard she let out a little snort, which caused Simon to chuckle.

He gave his sister one last sideways hug, as he was walking out of the room. ''have fun tonight girls.''

Olivia now a little calmer inspected the shirt again with a smile on her face. It was a black baby doll t-shirt, and on the front in rhinestones it said ''Bride's Bitch''

''Lucy, are you expecting me to wear this in public?''She asked clearly afraid, that the bride to be meant business.

'' Oh, your wearin that shirt, seester. Now put it on, and let's go. We have a night of bachelorette fun to get to.'' She said with a grin on her face, as she walked to retrieve her coat. Olivia pulling the shirt over her head mumbling '' I can't believe the shit you and Simon are capable of talking me into'' she laughed pulling on her coat, and walking toward the front door.

Coyote Ugly, Manhattan

They were having an amazing time, enjoying Lucy's Bachelorette party in true drunken fashion. Lucy had even managed to talk Olivia out of her coat about an hour ago, so she could show off her adorable shirt that everyone just had to see, according to Lucy.

Casey had flown in from Pittsburgh where she now lived with her boyfriend of two years for the occasion, she was staying for a week, so she could be there Saturday to watch Simon and Lucy tie the knot. Casey had gone out with Olivia and Lucy a few times before being disbarred, and really took a liking to Olivia's soon to be sister-in-law.

She is sitting at the bar waiting on the three shots of tequila she just ordered for them, when Casey walks up behind her and sits.

'' So, how is everyone?'' she asks

'' Their good, same ole same ole, ya know?'' she replies with a slight smile.

'' I miss you all so much Liv'' Casey smiles back.

'' we miss you too, Case. You should go visit while you're in town.''

'' Will I be seeing any of them at the wedding Saturday?'' Casey asks with a smirk

'' Um, actually you know Dean, and he's one of Simon's groomsmen. But other than that no.''

'' Why isn't Detective Hot Ass coming? And I mean that in every way it sounded.''

Olivia rolls her eyes and smirks at her friend.

'' God I've missed you, and your wit.'' She laughs

Olivia looks down at her phone, and notices her new message icon flashing. Picking up her phone, she hits receive, and notices it's from Elliot.

''Did you drink one for me?''

Hitting reply she types

'' I didn't have to, I think Lucy drank about 10 for you LOL''

''LOL that bad, huh? You having fun?''

Casey put her hand on Olivia's shoulder, and whispered to her smiling friend

'' I gotta pee, tell Blue eyes I said hi'' she laughed

'' How drunk are you?'' His next text read

''not drunk at all, tipsy. Why?''

'' I like talking to you when your drunk, your funny''

''ha-ha, you're a butt''

'' What are you still doing up, don't you work tomorrow?''

'' well I figured my Partners gonna be off doing pre-wedding girly things, so I'm not going in, I'm gonna hang out and do Pre-Super Bowl Manly things''

'' Nice, you having a super bowl party at your newly acclaimed Bachelor Pad?''

'' Nope, just me, and if my gorgeous partner wants to join me she's more than welcome, that is if you're not too hung over from the wedding.''

''Gorgeous, huh? Who can say no to that?'' She was starting to blush a little.

'' Quit it, you know you are.''

Just as she was about to reply, a very drunk Bride to be plopped down on the barstool next to her.

''What's up Luce?'' she laughed

''Ya texting McHottie?''

''You and Casey and your amazing nicknames for my partner'' she shook her head smiling, and Lucy laughed.

''Why don't ya just tell him already''

''Tell who, what?'' Olivia asked confused

Lucy Leaned in close and whispered '' Tell Elliot that you Love him, want to be with him, can't live without him, wanna have his babies. You could just say one of those, I'm sure any of them would work, you'd be on your back before you could blink.'' She grinned devilishly.

''LUCY!''

''Oh whatever Liv, you know its true, this is me your talking to.''

''He's my''

Lucy puts her hand up and shakes her head '' DO NOT pull that he's my partner crap with me Olivia, I'm not dumb, I know there has only ever been one man you're madly in love with, and that man sweetheart is Elliot Freaking Heart throb Stabler.''

'' Lucy, it's complicated'' she replied

'' You just Love that word, don't ya, Liv? Did you know Simon was really worried about asking Dean to be a part of the wedding?''

''No, he never said anything, why?'' She asked not sure she was ready for the answer.

'' Because Liv, he knows Dean has feelings for you, he also knows how you feel about your partner, he didn't want you to be around Dean, and go for it with him, because you don't think you could have Elliot.''

Olivia started to shy away and look down at her hands, when Lucy grabbed her cheeks and tilted her head back up, looked her dead in the eyes and said

'' your brother wants you to be happy, he knows if anyone deserves complete happiness, it's his big sister, and he knows the only one who can give that to you is Elliot, he didn't want you to settle for second best, because you deserve so much more.

Just as Olivia was about to reply, she felt her phone vibrate in her hand, she looked down and saw Elliot was calling her this time, She looked back up at Lucy.

Lucy gave her a soft smile, and winked '' talk to him Honey, you'll never know if you don't''

Olivia pushed the send button on her phone as she walked out onto the sidewalk to hear better

''Hey El''

''Hey You mad at me?''

'' No, why would I be?''

''I didn't know you just stopped talking to me, I thought I crossed a line or something''

'' No Lucy came to talk to me, sorry''

'' it's Ok…. What's the matter, Liv you sound weird?''

'' Nothing, I've just got so much on my mind with the wedding and everything.''

''Oh, umm so are you coming over to watch the game with me Sunday? He asked nervously.

'' Yea I'd like that, El''

''Great, it'll give ya some downtime after the wedding''

''ya, I'm gonna need it'' she smiled

'' Hey Liv, can I ask you something?''

''shoot''

'' Have you ever had a secret, that you just kept to yourself for so long, that if feels like its gonna make your chest explode, if it does come out real soon.''

'' Ya, I have El. Why ya got a secret Stabler? ''

'' Yeah I do, a big one, and I wanna tell it to someone in particular, but it scares the hell out of me, and I'm afraid of how they'll react.''

'' Sometimes El, ya just gotta bite the bullet, and pray it works out.''

''Maybe''

'' Wanna tell me what it is?''

''Ummm….I don't know''

''Oh Come on, El you know I'll keep your secrets.'' She laughed into the phone lightheartedly, there was an awkward silence, and then he finally spoke

''Ok, Here goes. You see there is this woman, and I don't know how it happened but she just wormed her way into my heart, and became everything to me. She is so amazing, but has the ability to be such a pain in my ass at the same time. It hurts when Im not with her Liv, it physically hurts, and I sit here, and try and think up an excuse just to call her, and I feel like a ass because I can't figure out how to tell her, or even if I should tell her, and I'm so scared I'm gonna wait so long that some guy, some Mr. wonderful's gonna come in and sweep her off her feet before I grow enough balls to tell her that I'm so fucking in love with her it aches. What do you think Liv? What should I do, should I tell her?

Olivia was in tears, massive tears just pouring out of her eyes. She had really done it, she really lost him this time. He was In Love, He was fucking in love, probably some blonde bimbo with big boobs, who giggles at his stupid jokes. What had she done? She lost her chance. Now the only thing left for her to do was be his friend, that's all she was ever gonna be to him. His Friend.

''Liv?'' he asked after silence

''Yeah, Im here.'' She was trying to keep her voice from shaking.

'' What should I do, Liv?'' he asked hesitantly, and there was something about the way he said it that made Olivia very nervous.

''El, that's wonderful. You need to tell her'' she said wiping at her face.

''I just did.'' He replied in a dead serious tone.

Olivia's eyes had just about popped out of her head hearing that she was speechless.

''W..WH..WHA…HUH?''

'' I just explained to the most amazing woman in the world, how she is everything to me, you are everything to me Liv. I love you.

SILENCE

DEAD SILENCE

'' Liv?''

''Olivia?'' He looked down at the screen on his phone, and saw where it was flashing call ended.

He couldn't believe it, she hung up on him, she actually hung up on him, he finally after 12 years confesses he is madly, head over heels, having palpitations, in love with her, and she fucking hangs up on him.

''God what is wrong with me?'' he says aloud as he lies back down on his couch.

About 45 minutes passes, when he hears it, the loud pounding on his door. He gets up and walks to his door rubbing his eyes. He reaches for the knob, without even checking the peephole.

As soon as he swings the door open, Olivia grabs his face in her hands, and crashes her lips on his. He is in total shock, and loving every minute of it.

She moans into his mouth, which gives him easier access to slip his tongue inside of hers. When breathing becomes an issue, he pulls his lips off of hers, and starts peppering her with small kisses. Her jaw, her cheeks, her nose, and her neck.

'' Oh God El, I thought I lost you'' she is tearing up again.

'' never baby, you will never lose me'' he is still kissing her neck

'' I thought..I thought you fell in love with some bimbo, and I really really lost you.''

He looks up at her then, and holds her face in his hands. '' You will not lose me Olivia, I promise.''

'' El?'' she asks as he continues his assault on her neck

'' Yeah Baby?'' he replies in between kisses

'' Make love to me?'' she smiles

'' Till you can't walk'' he smirks, as he scoops her up in his arms running towards the bedroom, she giggles.

Ok, it may suck, oh well review people. 2nd chapter to this would be the AHEMMM…you guessed it, and the wedding if you want it gotta let me know