Smiling Through Tears
By ms. evil
DISCLAIMER: I don't own CCS. But her CLAMP, you want to give it to me for my birthday?
Do you think it would be right to ruin a perfect moment?
Would it be right to sacrifice everything for a cause that you thought wasn't worthy?
Would you ask yourself these questions when you saw your one of your best friends getting married the love of your life?
I did.
And do I regret asking them?
No.
Do I regret just sitting there, crying like a helpless child?
Yes.
I sat there in a shower of Sakura blossoms crying.
I cried through the vows.
I cried through the kiss.
I cried through the cheers.
But then someone came.
You could call him a childhood friend. But I couldn't.
I mean, I hardly knew the guy and here I was spilling out all my troubles and thoughts to him.
He sat there listening intently offering me a tissue when I was done.
Love is like magic.
Of course it is.
And magic is just an illusion
So what's love?
He was kind. But he still wasn't a friend.
And now here I am, years later, standing underneath the alter with him. I look at the intense blue eyes and smile to myself. He smiled at me, and I smiled one of my finest at him.
Then we shared a kiss. I must admit I liked it. Of course there were still questions.
Was I doing the right thing?
Is this a betrayal?
Yes and no.
Things couldn't get any better. And that's the truth.
Afterwards, while we danced I looked up at the starry skies and made a wish.
What did I wish for you ask?
The answer to that question is.
It's a secret.
I had gotten a fairy tale ending.
But even good things end.
And a question I still ask myself today.
Did I love this guy more then the love of my life?
And the answer is always the same.
Yes.
Okay, was it good? Bad? Oh and those of you who might be wondering, this is E+T, well sort of. In my opinion it was kind of crappy, but I'm posting it anyways! PLEASE! PLEASE! REVIEW! Thank you.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own CCS. But her CLAMP, you want to give it to me for my birthday?
Do you think it would be right to ruin a perfect moment?
Would it be right to sacrifice everything for a cause that you thought wasn't worthy?
Would you ask yourself these questions when you saw your one of your best friends getting married the love of your life?
I did.
And do I regret asking them?
No.
Do I regret just sitting there, crying like a helpless child?
Yes.
I sat there in a shower of Sakura blossoms crying.
I cried through the vows.
I cried through the kiss.
I cried through the cheers.
But then someone came.
You could call him a childhood friend. But I couldn't.
I mean, I hardly knew the guy and here I was spilling out all my troubles and thoughts to him.
He sat there listening intently offering me a tissue when I was done.
Love is like magic.
Of course it is.
And magic is just an illusion
So what's love?
He was kind. But he still wasn't a friend.
And now here I am, years later, standing underneath the alter with him. I look at the intense blue eyes and smile to myself. He smiled at me, and I smiled one of my finest at him.
Then we shared a kiss. I must admit I liked it. Of course there were still questions.
Was I doing the right thing?
Is this a betrayal?
Yes and no.
Things couldn't get any better. And that's the truth.
Afterwards, while we danced I looked up at the starry skies and made a wish.
What did I wish for you ask?
The answer to that question is.
It's a secret.
I had gotten a fairy tale ending.
But even good things end.
And a question I still ask myself today.
Did I love this guy more then the love of my life?
And the answer is always the same.
Yes.
Okay, was it good? Bad? Oh and those of you who might be wondering, this is E+T, well sort of. In my opinion it was kind of crappy, but I'm posting it anyways! PLEASE! PLEASE! REVIEW! Thank you.