Hi, im Cara :) This is my first fanfic. I know its going to be a bit rubbish; but its my first time. Anyways i hope you enjoy and the next chapter will proberley be better. Enjoy.
Emmett Swan (27) – Bella's big brother and Rosalie's boyfriend
Rosalie Brandon-(27) - Alice's big sister and Emmett's girlfriend
Alice Brandon-(20) - Rosalie's little sister and Edward's girlfriend
Jasper Cullen (20)- Edwards big brother and currently single
Edward Cullen-(19) Jaspers little brother and Alice's boyfriend
Bella Swan-(19) Emmett's little sister and currently single
My Best Friends Boyfriend - How It Began
I Bella Swan am in love with my best friend's boyfriend. I have ever since the first time my mother bumped her shopping trolley into his. It started when we was 3 i was crying because... i was just crying; isn't that what 3 year olds do. Anyway my mum was trying to control me when our shopping trolley went straight into his, his mother was beyond kind and offered me a candy bar, this just made me scream more. Then he came, and hugged me. I stopped crying immediately, the "sweetest thing ever" is what our mothers said "we will be together forever". Sure. But not how i wanted, not as my best friend's boyfriend.
The night my parents were killed my whole world fell apart, not only that day did i lose my parents. But i lost my virginity and best friend- what a mistake...
"Flashback"
Bella- 15
Edward- 15
Edward and I were in the living room figuring out biology homework, he came over early this morning as we both completely forgot and thought it would be a lot quicker to do it ; of course Edward finished his already- he was trying to explain it to me; but my mind was somewhere else. This was the first time that i really noticed Edward's god like features; his hair was perfectly sculpted into a sexy bed hair look, his piercing green eyes enchanted me every time, his eyes meet mine i couldn't help but stare- how could anything like that even want to breathe the same air as me?
"Bella...do you understand?" what the hell was he talking about!
"Err... yehhh..."
He laughed, and continued to stare into my eyes; it felt like he could see into my soul. He leaned forward his lips a millimetre apart; i could feel his sweet breath on my tongue...erratic thought were flicking through my mind like a memory book.
"Bella, i can't stop thinking about you; why do you think i tutor you? Because you're struggling"
I couldn't do anything but nod; his lips were so close to me...
"You couldn't be more wrong, i love you"
"Please. Don't"
He looked at me puzzled, i knew where this was going; he was going to tell me he loves me, screw me, and then run of to his girlfriends... yes you heard right girlfriends- there were a vast amount of them and they seemed to be growing.
"Bella, i don't understand i-i thought you felt the same, we're practically brother and sister it-"
"EXACTLY! You don't see what this will do to us, i... care about you too much to let this happen. Let's just get this done ok?"
He nodded; i could see in his eyes, he too knew i was lying. There wasn't anything more i wanted to do but jump into his arms and never let go, and declare my undying love for him. For the rest of the day we spent as much time as we could away from each other; lunch was the hardest- we was with the usual: Me,...him, Alice, Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper. We were sitting directly in front of each other; we would occasionally exchange glances which made it even more awkward. Then he did something that i didn't even realise would tear my heart into pieces
"Hey, Alice... erm, if you're not doing anything but; would you like go out with me? To the cinema or something like that?"
"WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!! MEE!!!"
"Well yeh" he ran his hand through his hair, obvious sign he was nervous.
"Well... DUH! OF COURSE I WILL" with that she practically threw herself on him and whispered in his ear, which wasn't quite enough
"I knew you would see sense"
I couldn't take anymore of this, i grabbed my bag and told the rest of them that i was going to study with Abigail. She was distant from the gang as she had her own group of friends, but i came very close to her. I meet her in the school library where we usually studied together; and then i realised i had to write a song for music class- i instantly thought of Edward and the past few years we have had together and the lyrics came pouring out.
Fifteen
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you aint seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors
It explained everything that happened between me and Edward; and Abigail's also torment over her boyfriend that she had been dating for the past 4 years. Before class i gave my song to Ms Wise before she sent me to detention; for not handing in my homework which was 2 weeks over due.
Class settled and then he walked in with his arms around Alice's waste. He didn't bother to sit in his usually seat which was right next to me instead he took Mikes place. Ms Wise didn't even bother (yeh, you go miss. Enforce the rules) Mike walked in and gave Edward a glance, which Edward also retaliated which seemed like a "don't say one word otherwise your dead" Mike just walked over to me and smiled. Great. Stuck with Mike Newton for the next 2 hours.
Everyone got up to perform their song, Alice performed a song called "Don't you wish you girlfriend was hot like me" Which had some very, graphic moves; she enlisted Jessica and Rosalie for help as backing dances and singers. Thankfully we was running out of time, which meant i didn't have to sing my song
"Miss Swan, i read your song earlier and the lyrics were amazing; care to play them with the class"
"But Ms the class is going to end an minute now" I snapped back
"Well, we better be quick then, shouldn't we"
I groaned and walked to the front of the class and grabbed the guitar. Better get this over with.
I sang the song and parts my eyes couldn't help but drift toward Edward especially the part:
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
He seemed to realise this song was about him, Alice seemed annoyed. I couldn't realise why... once i was finished everyone applauded me, i was actually quite enjoying it. I thanked Ms Wise and headed towards the parking lott. SHIT! I forgot Edward drove me today. He was there leaning against his shinny Volvo with Alice on his arm, i walked past him hoping that he would forget it and let me walk home- it would only take me about an 2 hours walk. Fuck.
"Bella! Where you going?"
"Edward, im going home. What does it look like?"
"Come on its ages away, can you please just let me drive you home at least, I've got to drop Alice home anyway"
I nodded and walked towards the car, Alice groaned and i couldn't quite figure out what was the matter with her today. She was usually really hyper and bubbly; she sat upfront which i was quite thankfully for. 15 minutes into the drive it was getting unbearable the silence was driving me crazy i had to say something
"So Alice where's Rosalie?"
"Gone with Emmett"
"Oh, have they hooked up yet?"
"BELLA! I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA, I MIGHT BE HER SISTER BUT I AINT HER! WHY DO YOU ASK HER, HERE HAVE MY FUCKING PHONE"
"Woahh what's your problem?"
"My problems YOU!"
"What?!"
"Alice please" Edward face had no emotion on it.
"Sorry baby, but she just aggravates me" she began to run her hand through his hair
Fuck this could not be happening
"Edward, stop the car" he didn't he continued to drive
"EDWARD STOP THE FUCKING CAR. NOW!" he didn't stop, i went to unlock the door but he put child lock on
"Seriously, how old are you?!" before i realised we were outside Alice's house.
"Bella please, stay inside the car. We need to talk" with that i got out of the car, i knew that the smart thing to was to ignore him and just walk away, but i knew there were things we needed to talk about. I looked into his eyes, and saw the hurt in them; i didn't want to be the one responsible for that. So instead i opened the door to the passenger seat and sat inside waiting.
As they were approaching the door Alice grabbed his hand and turned back to me and gave me a devious smirk. She really needed to get a life if she thought that bothered me. Did it? No of course not...
Once she was at her door she wrapped her arms around Edward's neck and kissed him passionately, you could see in his facial expression that he was shocked but he didn't do anything to stop her. I officially hate Alice Brandon.
He walked towards the car with his head hung low, he got in and the rest of the car journey was quiet. He didn't try to make any conversation, and neither did i. This isn't how everything should be. There was one thing i had to say to him; and then i would finally be free from all the lies.
"Edward, can you pull over somewhere quiet. We need to talk."
He nodded and he pulled over; i only then realised that we was at our meadow. We use to come here when ever one of us had a bad day. He too realised where we were and smiled, I had the strangest urge to hold his hand, but instead i picked up my bad and walked towards our meadow. I sat down and waited for him to start, i know it was childish but... i had no clue what to say to him, i couldn't declare my undying love for him – he was with Alice now.
"Listen, whether you like it or not, i love you with everything inside of me; you're in every thoughts i have; sometimes it hurts to know that i can't be with you... i loved you ever since that first day i saw you, i may be three but come on, i was a ladies' man since i was born"
I chuckled at the memory of what Esmee his mother told me, apparently when he was born the first thing he grabbed was the midwifes boob and whenever she would let him go he would scream out, and then carry on to hold onto her boob.
"Bella, please. Give us a go"
There wasn't anything i could say, sure i wanted to give it a try but, he just asked Alice out. He was playing a game that, i didn't want to play. I couldn't let him hurt me like he did with all the other girls he fooled around with.
"Edward, what sort of game are you playing huh? I mean if you REALLY loved me. Why ask Alice out?"
"I don't know, i panicked"
"So every time when we are together and you panic you're going to go to a random stranger for a fuck?"
"No, Bella. Im going to change; i promise"
"I don't know Edward..."
He bent down so he was on the same level as me
"Tell me that you don't love me and i will walk away and never bother you again"
"Edward, please. Im begging you, just leave it; ok?"
"NO, it's not ok, i love you and i know that you love me too, go on say that you don't love me and i will go away"
He knew i could say it, so there was no bother in trying because it would come out as an obvious lie. Instead i did the most stupid thing, i kissed him, his lips were soft and warm against mine as I kissed him, and my eyes fluttered shut. His hands went to my hips and I began to unbutton his shirt.
"Wait, Bella are you sure you want to do this, here?"
"There is nowhere and no one i would rather do it with, i... i...love you"
He smiled the biggest smile i have ever seen him produce "i love you too"
I unbuttoned his jeans, and then slid the zipper down before i quickly worked the buttons on his shirt. I tugged on it and yanked it up over his head, tossing it next to us on a log (how romantic, this isn't how i pictured my first time, but it was with Edward; it was going to be special anyways) As our tongues tangoed with each other, his hands started wandering down my thighs, pulling at my jeans. I quickly go up to get rid of my jeans, which wasn't as easy as it looked; I quickly climbed back on top of. His hand now wandered freely up to my warm, wet centre, he lightly rubbed it through the lace panties i wore- i was so thankful i decided to wear the new lingerie Rosalie gave me. I groaned at the pleasure, I kissed him deeper as I rocked my hips against his covered centre. Why the hell were they still on
I broke away from the kiss, looking into his eyes again. They were smiling at me and I realized I could never leave him.
He bit my bottom lip softly and I moaned, reaching down to grab the waist band of his boxers and pulled them down
I moved back from him removing my underwear. I climbed back on top of him, positioning myself just above his erect member. I held my breath as I slowly lowered herself, taking all of him inside. I gasped and tossed my head in between his collar bone and his neck, biting on my lip. He rubbed my back repeated soothing words into my ear; i asked him to start to move around as i couldn't bring myself to do it his hands were on my hips, guiding me slow, steady rocking motions. It started to open up and it felt amazing. Then i blurted out the thing i have wanted since i was 12
"Make love to me, Edward."
He nodded. Our bodies clashed against each other in the most urgent way. I never would have imagined
I move my hands into his hair, pulling it gently as I rocked against him. Our breaths were ragged as we moved together.
"Oh, Edward….God, Edward," I arched my back, panting as he let out a low, sexy moan. I groaned as he jutted his hips forward as I came and, he released his seed inside of me.
My head fell against his shoulder and I breathed against his chest.
"Bella," he murmured my name, and it sounded as if she were smiling.
I looked into his eyes and I had no idea what he was thinking
"That was the first time i have ever made love to someone"
"What! But what about Tanya, Jessica..."
"We just fooled around; i wanted my first time to be special"
"Yeh, so special we did it in the middle of a forest"
"I Hope there were no hikers today" He chuckled
"I love you Edward Antony Cullen" He smiled
"I love you too Isabella Marie Swan"
When i arrived home, there was a phone call saying that i had to go to the police station immediately, when i got there Emmett was there crying. He NEVER cried; he ran to me and gave me one of those bear hugs
"Don't worry Bella, i will look after you. I promise" I still had no idea what was happening
"Emmett, what's happened? Where are mom and dad?"
He pulled me into a chair and that's when he told me... they were dead. He was 23 and my big brother and I knew he would look after me. I just wish i could see my mom smile one last time; and watch football with my dad on the flat screen- even though i hated it. I just did it to have some time with him.
"Bella, were going to move to phoenix ok, trust me your going to love it there. Me and Rosie have been thinking about moving and-"
"Woahh, wait up. I aint moving!"
"So where are you going to stay then?" he had me, i wondered about Edwards, Esmee was always like a second mother to me, but i couldn't.
"Fine, when are we leaving?"
"Now, I have your bags packed."
"But Emmett at least let me say good-bye"
"You are, on the way we are picking up Rosie; Alice will be there"
"No, I mean Edward"
"Bella we don't have time!"
"Emmett Please, i love him. Don't make me go without saying good bye to him"
"Im sorry, and if you just turn up on his door step saying that your leaving. That will break him Bella; there won't be time for explanations and you would leave him heartbroken"
He was right, we made our way to Rose's house and there was Alice sobbing her little heart out; even from today's events she was still my best friend. I got out of the car and she noticed me
"OHH BELLA, IM SO SORRY! I LOVE YOU PROMISE YOU WILL STAY IN CONTACT!"
"Of course i will Alice, you're my best friend"
"Have you spoken to Edward?"
"I can't, Emmett won't let me. I think it's best if I just contact him when I get there. Save all the goodbyes"
She nodded and hugged me once again. Then we were off, i was leaving my parents behind, my friends behind, and most off all Edward; a part of me wished i never lost my virginity to him. Because now i have the constant reminder of what could have happened. I was never going to get those precious moments with him; i just wish he will understand.
Once we landed, i called Edward immediately. No answer; i tried again, no answer. I called Alice but she too wouldn't answer. Something was off, i asked Rosalie if i could use her phone, Alice always answered when Rosalie called. She answered
"WHAT ROSE! IM KIND OF BUSY" She panted into the phone
"Who the fuck is that Alice, get your sexy fucking arse here... NOW"
"SHUT UP EDWARD THAT'S MY SISTER ON THE FUCKING PHONE!"
Edward... Edward was with Alice, they were fucking. I couldn't find words, not even 48 hrs after we declared our love and he was fucking with my best friend. That was it, i was done with love. I was done with Edward Cullen.
There It Is, I Hope You Enjoyed It. I Know Its Rushed And That But Its A First, Only Review If You Wont To; I Dont Like Presuring People Into Doing It, Only Do It If You Want To Give Me Some Adive Or Ideas For Next Chapter... Which Should Be Up About Next Week. Hope You Enjoyed It.. I Have Some Reccomendations For You Which I Love !
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