The first time I felt like a human, Ichigo was there.
Actually, Ichigo was part of most of my firsts.
My first time cooking, drinking out of a juice box, cleaning, playing hide-and-go seek, using a camera, going to school, having fun, letting myself go free, dancing in public, going shopping, browsing the mall, watching T.V... there was so many firsts I had had in my time in The World of the Living.
Ichigo was there with me the whole time, holding my hand each step of the way.
But now, I have to let go.
He was part of most of my firsts.
He was my first love.
And now I'm leaving.
My heart is being shattered to pieces as I fade away, and I realize he can't see me anymore.
He doesn't know that I'm standing there long after everyone leaves.
He's still standing at that very same spot one hour later.
I force myself to leave, telling myself that I need to move on.
But my heart doesn't accept that.
I'm a ghost, standing there
I reach out to give him that one last kiss
But he doesn't feel it or see it.
And seeing the look on his face when I leave,
Now he's the cause of my first heartbreak.