Murderer
lies equal pain
Sesshomaru POV
Her delicate eyebrows moved in motions, as if thinking deeply about something. And thus, my curiosity perks up.
I'm curious. What is she thinking about?
I cannot help myself. I simply must know.
"What are you thinking about" My mouth voiced out, void of emotions.
"Nothing of your concern" her response was not at all pleasing. This angers me so. But still, I am dreadfully curious.
What is she thinking about?
Or maybe she is thinking about a certain someone?
Who?
Who is it?
"Don't lie to me, Kagome" I made sure to emphasize her name. She doesn't like this, but there will be punishments for disobedience.
She sighs, a beautiful one. And I watched her lips intently.
"You. I was thinking about you. That's the truth. Are you happy now?"
Not happy, just contented my love. Because how can I be so sure that you won't think of another man?
I crossed my arms. "Good, you should be thinking about me all the time. Your life should be revolving around me. And not some other men, or any person for that matter."
She rolls her eyes. Adorable....
"Shut up. Who I think of is none of your concern, you arrogant ass!"
That was not the answer I was looking for. She should know who is the dominant in the relationship. I am the upper hand. I rule her. Me.
"Yes, it is my concern. Because I am your boyfriend."
And I will be her only boyfriend.
"Yeah, whatever."
Out of impulse, I grabbed her wrists and pulled her to me forcefully, as if to show that I am with power.
"You are forbidden to think of anyone apart from me. Not even God. And I want none of your petty excuses"
Just thinking about her with other men makes me want to kill everyone.
She should be only thinking about me.
Only me
Forever me.
"Or what?" she dared to ask me as she tried to push me off. "Get..." "Off" she attempted feebly yet again. "Me!"
"Why?" I asked her, confused.
Why would she want to think of other men. Am I not enough?
Does she want more?
Why?
"Because I'm mad at you!"
"No, not that. Why are you defying my request to demolish your thoughts of other men?"
Why, Kagome?
"Who says I'm defying? and that wasn't a request! You commanded me!"
I couldn't hear her response. I was too perturbed by my thoughts. Why would she think of other men?
Why am I in such pain? My heart aches.
She should be thinking only about me.
It's unjust. I am always thinking about her.
Does she love other guys?
Why?
Why?
I mustn't allow this. She cannot see other men.
She simply cannot!
I was too consumed on my own thoughts that I hadn't realized that I slapped her.
But, I think... she deserved that.
She needs to know that she mine.
Even if I have to use force.
A/N: oooh.