Dean's last stand

As dean stood in front of Lilith, he at last felt at peace. He was leaving Sam but he knew that the kid would take care of himself, he could stop hunting and go back to the apple pie life he always wanted. The hardest part would be saying goodbye but as long as Sam was safe he didn't care what happened to himself. His job had been to look after Sam and he could safely say he had. Now all that was left was to put on a brave face, and step up to met his maker. He knew that it would be painful, with the amount of damage he had done to the dark side he knew they wouldn't be going easy on him but he couldn't really find it in him to care. If he had to make the deal all over again he wouldn't do anything different. He did this for Sammy. The thought of him cold in the ground was worse then any pain that could be inflicted in hell. When his dad had done the same thing for him he had felt so angry, so guilty and so pissed off. How could his dad do that for him? Too him? But now he understood, you'd do anything for the ones you love, you'd die for them. Its just that simple. He lowered his head to let the small smile play over his face, and had one last thought as he walked towards his death, See you around Sammy.