Okay so this is my first Harry Potter fanfic so I am new at this fan universe but still I hope you all enjoy
This was written for Lady Clarence who enjoys the whole Draco/Hermione pairing (personally I 'm a Ron/Hermione shipper)
I hope you enjoy
And I in no way own HP
He felt dead inside
He wanted her
It was always her
But her brown eyes looked into his gray and showed disgust
At first he was hurt
But everyday he grew stronger
Mirroring her disgust for him
But one day it changed
She smiled at him in the hall way
She waved at him when her friends weren't looking
And when his friends weren't looking he would wave back
He wrote to his father about it
He told him all about a girl he liked
Hoping he would send him helpful advice
But he only sent one question back
The one question he never wanted his father to ask
'Is she a full blood?'
He paled as he thought of a reply to write back
Because she wasn't
And in a way that's what he liked about her
It was almost like fate had plucked her from the muggle community and shoved her into a new world
It was destiny
But if he told that to his father he would not talk to him nor have anything to do with him
Instead he didn't reply
He kept his distance from her
Watched her from across the hall
He watched her be-friend one of the Weasley's
Watched her talk to Potter
He grew envious of the two boys
Words escaped his mouth when she walked past
Words that hurt him too say
And he watched as she became closer with Ron
And his insides boiled
Years went by and he watched her
Adding remarks about her inferiority when she caught him staring
Constantly she walked past him and her smile would make him feel dizzy
But her smile was never for him
She never turned his way and smiled
He hated it
He wanted her
Then he joined them
They drilled it into his head like a stick through mud
And he almost caught himself believing their lies
Until he looked at her
But it was too late
He couldn't back down from his mission
He wanted to earn his father's pride
That was the last time he saw her
That day
He wanted to stay with her to never leave
But he had too
He wanted her to escape
He wanted her to survive this
He wanted Harry to win
Months went by
And he found himself thinking of her
He thought about how she would tuck her long brown hair behind her ears
Or when she thought no one was looking would play with her hair
Not once did she see him watching her
Then the news he dreaded came
He was with his family
When they were captured
He watched her closely
She was with them
He pretended he didn't know who Harry was
To buy them some time to think of an escape
But it was too late for her
His Aunt had captured her
He was ushered out of the room
But that didn't mean he didn't hear the screams
That didn't mean he didn't have the urge to rescue her
But he knew the dangers
And he was afraid
He was scared
Instead he left the house opting for a walk in the garden
Tears threatened to escape his grey eyes
But he didn't want to be weak
He wanted, no needed to be strong
He needed to keep his mind occupied
To keep his mind off her
But he couldn't
The screams were loud
Like ringing bells
But they stopped and Draco knew they had escaped
He ran back to the mansion
To his home
His lungs burning
The fight had just begun
He watched them all
And before long he was in the fray
Sparks flying every where
Then it happened
They escaped his wand in Harry's hand
The events remained fuzzy in his mind
But he was happy about one thing
She was safe
Weeks flew by
But his thoughts never shifted from the same questions
'What is she doing now?'
'Where is she?'
'I hope she is okay?'
He fought in the battle of Hogwarts
And was feeling reluctant about what side he was on
But he fought on
Closely he watched her making sure she was okay
But when he saw the loving embrace she shared with Ron
His insides burnt
He left the battle quickly refusing to look at them
Refusing to smile
But he never lost hope
Sending her gifts
Trying his hardest to befriend her
But he knew all hope was lost
He knew she was gone
She had moved on
And he couldn't
Eventually the pain numbed
And he married
But he still saw her
At the ministry
When they dropped their children off at the station
And it still hurt
At first she didn't recognize him
Until he smiled at her
And she smiled back
Her arms linked with her husband's
But that didn't matter
Because he saw the smile he fell in love with
And for a moment he was content
Hope you enjoyed and it has been some time since I have read the books so that's why it is a little all over the place
So please Review as I would like to know what you thought.